Sometimes I want to bring you out together, you are not free ; you don't want. It's ok.

But if the reason you give is "I have no $...Wait till I strike..." , "It's not safe..." , "Very troublesome... Need to bring a lot of things..." Pls! Forget it! You are just pouring cold water over my head.

Does it mean that when you go out, you need to SPEND THOUSANDS for A trip??
Does it mean that you pray everyday before you go out/do anything, you'll be VERY SAFE??
& Why must you bring so many 'burdens' when you want to go out to play, relax, enjoy??

Sometimes I'm very tired & actually wanted very much to be back to rest & acc. you. But when I'm there & wanted to talk to you, you don't seem to understand my feelings.

When I tell you my plans, I don't get encouragement. All I get is "Don't need lah. Don't waste $. Don't waste time..."

I don't understand. I seriously don't.

But I know why you think that way. I know why you do certain things.

But ... I just cannot understand why can't you learn to relax, let go & enjoy the beautiful stuff around you, at least once ina blue blue blue blue moon?

Don't you think is a pity to miss so much in life?

You always say you are stuck here. We know. But from what I see, no one is restricting you to do anything. We want to bring you to experience the life outside when we are free, but its you who rejected it, & the worst thing is the reasons you gave are always any of the 3 mentioned above.

Even if I'm very tired having to face my colleagues for 5 days or more a week at work & for fun, I still take the opportunity, because it's still the same with you...

I'm looking forward to one day you say let's go here, here there now, without much planning, without much considerations & burdens...

Will that day come?