Life...

Life is so fragile...

Got a shocking news.

I'm lost...

Life...

Life is so fragile...

Got a shocking news.

I'm lost...

Recent stuff

Yo! Mm...i've missed out some entries actually, so will post up some short descriptions of some "special" happenings..

17th Dec: Mum's birthday celebration at Sushi Tei @ West Coast Plaza! We also went around shopping and went then to Orchard Road to see the lights again and also went to CitySquare Mall at Farrer to take a look. All the shops were closed but we just roamed around to see what kind of shops there are.

18th Dec: Mummy birthday!! Afternoon, receive a news that my second uncle is in hospital coz he fell and broke his left arm, and gotta go surgery. But since today is mum's birthday, we didn't pay him a visit at the hospital but my small uncle did and actually warned us not to go, coz it's very troublesome getting there, coz of H1N1... And that afternoon, eldest uncle came and gave mum a AngBao and mummy so happy that she hugged her brother haha...And at night, of course, we had our durian cake! Mum chose herself at Bukit Panjang Plaza when we went out for lunch with Dad.

19th Dec: Mum n Eldest sis went to pay a visit to second uncle at his home with 3rd uncle and family. But I was at home coz just felt tired to go out...and helped to do some chores at home. Then at night dad n me went to eldest uncle's home to fetch mum n sis.

20th Dec: My niece, Weng Ming Hui, one month old lo! Went to my cousin house for a little celebration and also a little gathering with my long time no see cousin! We had cake! My cousin's friends also went. The house was very crowded that we didn't where to sit. So if i get a seat, i'll just stay there for some time...ha. And yah, we watched "Zhu Ge Hui She" i don't know if you know who is the taiwan famous host, Zhu Ge Liang. Ya we watched the disc bought by my cousin, and 1 disc actually lasted for 4hrs, as said by my uncle... and yeap its funny! ^^

21st Dec: Nothing special. Went for lunch as usual with parents and mum was telling dad about another cousin of mine, not wanting to go school, NS or work, and became very rebellious. Ermm..upon hearing this, I was abit guilty and assured mum that before I found a job, I will still be at home and helping her with the chores, and yes I did look out for jobs, but part time or contract... I didn't feel like working full time actually...just dont like the feeling that I had to stick my butt to the chair in an air-conditioned room, staring at the computer screen for 8-9 hrs or more a day... Freelance or part-time ok..so yes thats the kind of life i wanted -- many part time but never a full time...but i know, mum let me do these only before i turn 21...and after that i need go full coz of CPF! i hate to admit the fact that i need to work then i got CPF for retirement, and i seriously dont like it be the reason i work. So still i'll find something i like! =)

Went to Sheng Siong after lunch and saw an uncle actually put his hand into the fish tank and grab the most "calm" fish and put it into the basket. and the fish still jumps and jumps till it reached another basket, and fights hard to breathe hoping it can survive, but too bad no one can save it, though i feel very guilty...and disgusted. Coz i really cannot imagine us humans, being so cruel, eating the flesh meat of the animals...But I heard China people had even more cruel and heartless methods of eating monkeys and fish LIVE!

Err hmph... i feel like vomitting...

Holiday

Down with high fever of 38.5 degree for the whole of yesterday until I went to the doctor... Mum helped me brew some herbal tea and put ice on me...Thank You Mummy!! ^.^

Took MC for today, and slept through the whole morning! Went to fetch sis and to People's Park for lunch. Felt like vomitting, so didn't ate a lot. Then went to OG shopping!

Ok let me talk about my "Getting my way to the toilet" adventure. It's not that I didn't know the way to the toilet...

We were at B1 and I said I need to go toilet (In fact, I had a stomachache, and sis stuffed wet and dry tissues to me. I have no where to put so hold in hand...I guess everyone knows where I'm going...). So I went up to Level 2 (the first level to have a toilet -_-!) -- it says cleaning in process. So I go up to level 3. It's a super duper long queue, and went up to level 4, but one glance, I couldn't find the toilet, can only see many many kids and their parents, very noisy. Finally I went up to Level 5 and was happy the queue isn't too long! I happily queued behind two aunties but one auntie who just came out of toilet, say all the flush spoiled. The two aunties then say, "huh? then must be very smelly lor? ..." Upon hearing this, I quickly went back down to level 3, it's still very long queue and two janitors actually blocked my way to queue cause they're going to clean toilet. So ask me go level 4...

Honestly after running up and down the whole OG i am tired already, and stomach is not in pain anymore. Anyway, I pass by level 2, so went back to the toilet to take a look. And yes! it's a short queue! and the toilet is cleaned! Finally I get to the toilet!

And there ends my toilet journey...I dont know how come its so difficult to get to the toilet...but anyway...its over.

Lesson learned: Never go out shopping, especially during school holidays and especially for people who like to go to the toilet so often. =(

Time Flies

Time flies, it's the last month of year 2009!

What have you done this year that is unforgettable and memorable?

I guess other than my graduation this may, then also first time in my life did I went for so many interviews and yes, this is also the year I went through much emotions and many thoughts....

Looking at those children, I cant help but thought of my childhood as well. I do really want time to go back as those are the only times I truly felt happy and the real me. Now? I have no idea. I guess I am trying but things just wont be the same.

Yesterday I had a Pri 6 friend found me in Facebook and added me. Honestly I cant believe it's her, that I even message to ask if it's really her! Of course it's not that I dont believe she'll change to this look -- strong make-up, golden long, straight hair and definitely very IN and pretty, just shocked, coz as compared to all of my friends, I am still the same old me -- fat, short hair, nothing to be amused about (i guess), very easy to recognize. haha...

Sometimes I thought of initiating a mini gathering, but I dont know if they are still the same as before -- fun-loving, jokes around... or for my dancer friends, do they still love the type of dance we used to perform, do they still have the passion for it?

Many of my friends have their own circle of friends like some are close to those poly friends, some are to their cca friends, pri or sec sch classmates or those at work... But i guess i am none of the above. haha... Perhaps, I have become "a-very-isolated-from-the-outside-world" person, over the years.. and I do not trust people as much as I do in the past because I am always and forever hurt by the incident...

People grow up, learn and change, because:

Change is the only thing that never change in the world.