What have you done this year that is unforgettable and memorable?
I guess other than my graduation this may, then also first time in my life did I went for so many interviews and yes, this is also the year I went through much emotions and many thoughts....
Looking at those children, I cant help but thought of my childhood as well. I do really want time to go back as those are the only times I truly felt happy and the real me. Now? I have no idea. I guess I am trying but things just wont be the same.
Yesterday I had a Pri 6 friend found me in Facebook and added me. Honestly I cant believe it's her, that I even message to ask if it's really her! Of course it's not that I dont believe she'll change to this look -- strong make-up, golden long, straight hair and definitely very IN and pretty, just shocked, coz as compared to all of my friends, I am still the same old me -- fat, short hair, nothing to be amused about (i guess), very easy to recognize. haha...
Sometimes I thought of initiating a mini gathering, but I dont know if they are still the same as before -- fun-loving, jokes around... or for my dancer friends, do they still love the type of dance we used to perform, do they still have the passion for it?
Many of my friends have their own circle of friends like some are close to those poly friends, some are to their cca friends, pri or sec sch classmates or those at work... But i guess i am none of the above. haha... Perhaps, I have become "a-very-isolated-from-the-outside-world" person, over the years.. and I do not trust people as much as I do in the past because I am always and forever hurt by the incident...
People grow up, learn and change, because:
Change is the only thing that never change in the world.
Change is the only thing that never change in the world.
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