Adventure 19 Oct

Omg today went to Vivo two times in a day! How fun is it! haha... I love going to Page One! Enjoy the atmosphere, the music, the nice and friendly staff, the books and the knowledge I got from there, the seats, the layout of the shop like a maze...

I read a Chinese book today and only today I actually realise there is something call Mandarin Phonics Sign (MPS) or symbol.. cant remember the full name... There is also a book teaching u to write the Chinese characters in the ancient way, which I had wanted to learn so much. But I still didnt buy. I have another cheaper way to learn in mind haha!

I'm on the look out for some part time jobs....

Disheartened

Very sad today, especially.

I saw bitten fingernails under the bed, left by someone, over the night.

Someone I so respected, so trust, so thought she is "Wow! How come her results are so good and knowledge so wide?!"

These few years after being with someone, who has no basic courtesy, no basic manners, not any gentleman, a hypocrite who only know how to 拍马屁, and pestering ... she got influenced and became such a girl who speaks vulgars, gets angry easily for something people who correct her mistakes, lazy, unhygienic, inconsiderate, and thinks they are the only people in the room or house, ignoring the others' feelings.

She basically already lost my trust, my respect over the years. I just want to treat her as an outsider I never want to know...

You think it's nothing, because you NEVER care what happens or what needs to be done or helped at home. But to the person who do her best to clean the house, every corner every inch, just to make sure all of us live well in a clean, hygienic environment, so we dont fall sick easily, is very unfair. She thinks of you every time she's out with me. Think what are you doing, have you eaten, what time will be back, and constantly checks her phone to make sure she doesnt miss out any calls you may make to her. But ALWAYS none. All you care about is your own world.

YOU ARE NOTHING! YOU ARE NOTHING!


I thought of posting the lines below on Facebook, but again, it will offend lots of people who knows me. So I left it here:

What is L-O-V-E? Why it has so much power & influence?

I just came to realise when couples are together, you know they are of the same kind. When one of them is a self-centered person, another will become one too, someday.

I really hope I would never be one of the kind.

Not happy & not looking forward at all to give you any of my best wishes.

I celebrated Deepavali Too !

It's so funny to see two of my friends' have their most recent post on their blogs as 14 Oct, same as me (exclude today's)! Do we all feel we need to write something on the 14th?? haha...

Yesterday Yuling went on MC and I took over the class, but funnily, I Hwa came down to be my assistant...and she arrived only at 9.30, which is half an hour more to lesson end.. I thought she might as well dont need to come. But anyway drove her to the MRT station since I'm on the way home. She asked if I'm going to continue after my contract, and I replied I'm still considering.

Honestly speaking, I personally feel, now with her and Joreen is a little bit better than when Gwen and Yvonne are around. At least I got notification early for cancellation of class or that they want me to take up any assignments. And they are also starting to clear up my pay and assignment forms are given on time. There may be still a little chance that I'll continue if I dont get any other job offers. And if I do, I'll work as full time, then I can just station in one school, not having to run around the whole Singapore.

I pieced up the 3D puzzle ball very fast! coz every piece has a number and direction arrow to where you should put the next piece behind every piece of puzzle. Nice right?

At night, we went to fetch sis from the ariport. I did the poster to fetch her but felt so embarrass to raise it up. Like I'm "mountain tortoise"!! But I still did.. haha..We had steamboat for dinner at East Coast. HOT! But the soup superly tasty.

Today went out with mum and 2 sis ONLY! Finally for a Sat! I do treaure these times when we are together only as a family ON OUR OWN. We had fun and laughters and sisters bought new year clothes and elder sis and me bought our new year Converse shoes at Vivo. We also went to Hans for heavy lunch.

My father came to look for us and had some drinks and bread at ToastBox, our usual place before leaving Vivo. And today is Public Holiday and there is not a need for carpark fees!! YEAH!

I had a happy holiday, do you? *,~


Happy Deepavali!

Lonely

Was watching a video of my niece posted by her father's elder sister -- my cousin. haha..

and also went to view my friends' and cousins' facebook photos.

Suddenly I feel very lonely.

I dont know if I actually have true friends. I dont know if I even have just friends.

Confused.

Last time I thought i have a group of very nice and close friends, 1 of them even I consider as my sis.

maybe because all of us have grown up. All of us have our own personal things to deal with.

We dont meet up. We dont contact. Only add in facebook, friendster, MSN... Then what?



As though we never met each other, never known each other at all...



m--i--a

Feedback

Omg today I reach at the school at 9.15am and I ganna complained! Ok lah its my fault for being blur. Coz I followed the lane that is in jam, which actually I dont have to go that way. zzz...and also I woke up late...So hmm.. I learnt my lesson. I'll arrive 1/2hr early for anything next time, especially for class at schools!!! =( Sadded...

Though I Hwa say never mind, when I say sorry to her for the school's feedback that I'm late for 15 mins, but I still think it will kinda affect my pay and performance in their impression.

It is said as "feedback" instead of the word "complain" ... But still ... its a bad record.

I'm probably blacklisted. =(

Departure @ Airport + + +

Today all of us woke up around 5.30am to get prepared to send sis off to the airport coz she's going to Shanghai for 5 days for work. Heard the temperature there is 13 -15 degrees only! Oh no...

After I reached home, just sleep..for 4hours and had lunch! Superly tired, and worse is...I'm actually worrying about what to do for class tml, coz I din actually prepare anything yet.

(Oh shit! I feel like sleeping again!) Oh right! Time to bath! Update again.

10 October 09

Today today today... Oops I forgotten what I wanted to write... =~ give me 5 mintues to recall....

mm...ok today is one of my friend's bday, I still rmb! cause I ... remember...(diao!!) so, Happy Birthday la! hee...

Went to Kumon for 6hrs today! Yeah! I arrived 10.35-10.45 like that,and saw many students outside the class, coz teacher not yet reach to open the door...so I went to walk around till 11 den go in. The mister not here for this whole week cause heard he sprained his back. Hmm..what did he do leh?? haha..i dont know, but all the best to him and get well soon! haha

Then I want to announce something good, is that there are 2 students whose Chinese characters always ganna scolded by us for untidy handwriting. Today they dont know what happen, they write until quite neat and tidy, without us reminding eh! You know at least the '口' doesnt look like 'O'

Very busy during class time, and I made a mistake. Got 1 student take test should be group 1 (Excellent), then I see wrong timing, so become Group 2...Lucky Ms Elaine found out and come tell me nicely...coz she made that mistake before...hee...but blur me! And the after class work is also not easy today. Got quite a lot of files to pack before I leave.

And I want to say something bad, from ACP. APS schedule ganna postpone to 2 Nov then resume!! Oh ass! Then when are we going to finish the lessons sia... Another thing is about Hong Wen's schedule. Give me a schedule that end up having one date that falls on Deepavali and another on a Sunday!! Please loh, never even check then say 'Thanks for the notification. To Joreen, please revise the assignment form as of the dates stated below.' which is the dates I said I got from Huda! How irresponsible! But lucky Joreen replied to ask her to give the exact dates before she change anything.

Oh yes! something important! I dropped my phone on the toilet floor at Kumon! Lucky is at Kumon...if not...but its WET! somemore LCD screen facing the floor eh!! omg...smelly! even after I wipe...just now then sis help me use antibacterial paper to wipe...=( sadded...



~ Pondering: Why is it that we want to help and work for others, but never do we think of helping out at home for our family? ~

On Leave

Wondering why I am here to write a post at this time, when i should be in Anderson Pri? haha yesh! Lesson cancelled today! And it's such a good news to hear about when i woke up. Finally a break from the kiddies!

Whew! Sis is on leave today so both of us + parents went to Marsiling for lunch: Claypot Bak Kut Teh! Nice eh! But sadly on the way we talked about tomorrow's stuff, and hurt father's heart unintentionally... =( And he got said by mum for making me angry by asking me doing things that I dont like. But actually I not angry, coz I know he did it out of concern, but I think I should solve the problem myself and not make everyone go here go there, do this and that just for me, coz I really do feel bad. Wanted to say sorry but dont know how come the mouth just dont know how to say the words.

Anyway I think everything and everyone is fine now. And I just checked the directions myself for tomorrow. =D

Happy Children's Day !

Oops sorry I'm late! haha.. but never mind, still wish all of you a Happy Children's Day!

Today went for something special and bought some stuff I longed for, with mum and sisters at Marina Square. Apologize to you if you want to know what are the things I did and buy, cause I won't reveal any at the moment! hee... secret...

But we had so much fun laughing and taking photos and saying some very crap stuff, which we think they are funny! haha... mum mum so cute!! hee...

And daddy is drunk! omg... but he still know his way home and is sleeping very soundly now. Probably too happy cause today is Children's Day. haha...

All right! Gotta go! Nites! ^,^ Hope you did enjoy this day like I had!