Disheartened

Very sad today, especially.

I saw bitten fingernails under the bed, left by someone, over the night.

Someone I so respected, so trust, so thought she is "Wow! How come her results are so good and knowledge so wide?!"

These few years after being with someone, who has no basic courtesy, no basic manners, not any gentleman, a hypocrite who only know how to 拍马屁, and pestering ... she got influenced and became such a girl who speaks vulgars, gets angry easily for something people who correct her mistakes, lazy, unhygienic, inconsiderate, and thinks they are the only people in the room or house, ignoring the others' feelings.

She basically already lost my trust, my respect over the years. I just want to treat her as an outsider I never want to know...

You think it's nothing, because you NEVER care what happens or what needs to be done or helped at home. But to the person who do her best to clean the house, every corner every inch, just to make sure all of us live well in a clean, hygienic environment, so we dont fall sick easily, is very unfair. She thinks of you every time she's out with me. Think what are you doing, have you eaten, what time will be back, and constantly checks her phone to make sure she doesnt miss out any calls you may make to her. But ALWAYS none. All you care about is your own world.

YOU ARE NOTHING! YOU ARE NOTHING!


I thought of posting the lines below on Facebook, but again, it will offend lots of people who knows me. So I left it here:

What is L-O-V-E? Why it has so much power & influence?

I just came to realise when couples are together, you know they are of the same kind. When one of them is a self-centered person, another will become one too, someday.

I really hope I would never be one of the kind.

Not happy & not looking forward at all to give you any of my best wishes.