ytd new class at saps, and they were really noisy. but lucky only 27. tink caught cold le, kip sneezing. anyway, i like teaching there at saps, cz the kids r cute. n when i went there, got a girl from the previous class i taught still rmb n call me "chen lao shi"! ohhhh!! happy neh!! n ytd is 1st time, the class greet me and tell me "may god bless u" omg i buddhist, not amen! haha bt nvm la, got so many god protect me, i shld be happy right hahaha..

so erm...ytd night also watch the "wo yao chang xia qu" recorded on Tues. Very funny haha...had a gd laugh..

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Tues, my colleague at Kumon cum back from her chicken pox le! Still got some scars though. We almost a mth nvr c each other, kip toking abt shows n her chicken pox stuff. Very funny.

Last time got 2 other colleagues also we quite click, always tok some nonesense. Like got 1 uni gal, Liting jie, i rmb she kip saying i mark v slow, den make until she nid mark a lot hahaha. n got once, both of us waiting for the teacher to give us our pay, den we ask each other "what u waiting for?Still dont want go home ah!" yea our motive is just to persuade the other dont take pay hahaha..yea abit lame bt v fun.

n the other one, Evelyn jie, u cn noe she's here by her perfume smell, u dont c who cum also noe is her. n she always will buy some drinks or fd in,, n we always chiong to mark finish all the folders in the boxes. We always stay till late together n help each other finish their part of wrk, so that we cn both go home fast.

bt both of them left le, after many yrs wrking there. nw is me n this full-time jie jie. dont know her name actually, after wrking for so long together. haha, nvm la. anyway both of us tok abt the stds, my job, my studies, tv shows, chicken pox and everything lah haha..anything we can tok abt. She also share with me a green tea flavour de Kit-Kat, which her friend bought at Hokkaido, n is only available there! Woh how honoured am i?! haha..but its nice! =p

i calculated ytd night, from when i start wrk at acp till nw, my total pay (acp + kumon) haven reach $500 eh! omg! so i'm wrking tonight! haha...muz earn more n save! =D

I woke up at ard 8, rush to clean up, thinking of driving my sis to MDIS at Orchard for her class today. But its raining so she decided to take train as there would be no jam, so faster. So I took the i-Weekly and went to bed lay doiwn and read.

Read, read, read...i finish the whole book and felt so sleepy, so fell asleep. And i actually slept until 12plus! When I woke up the "weather" is black. Not a word, not a look towards my direction. I dont know what is wrong. Is it because I slept too much? and this bad habit havent got out of me? yes...maybe. I really dont know what happened, just say to myself, "yes its my fault. All because of me." Maybe if from tomorrow onwards, I wake up super duper early, leave the house, and go back home super duper late, she dont see me, dont hear me. Will she feel better? If so, I will do it this time round. I wont be soft, and I wont turn back.

I really dont want because of me and my bad habits, make till the whole family has to face the "storm" everyday, every minute, every second. They worked hard, they have no wrong, so they shouldnt get this punishment.

Actually, I always say the stds at APS. But I think...I have no right. I dont even have the right to be a teacher. I am not fit to be one. Maybe this job that I am doing, doesnt even suit me. Maybe I should just...

Long Days

Went to Xishan Pri as replacement support as told by IHwa. Was at the lab doing my own stuff until 8 when the office staff called me to go down to the office. N found that there's another ACP trainer here for replacement also! Then he very angry and called ACP people complain and threaten them say want complain to MOM. And we talked about ACP what what what ...while waiting for their call to see which of us have to leave, coz confirm they wun pay 2 of us, $55 each for a whole day of doing nothing. In the end, IHwa call me up ask me to leave, but say can claim transport fare and 1 hour of pay. But the guy, call Bryan, say he leave, let me stay, coz I come to Yishun from Clementi, and lucky his house only 10-15 mins walk from the school.

Mm..but anyway, nothing to do again today. Izwan, the TA is not here today, and his replacement TA, i think she left at lunch time or even before that, i dont know, coz we in different com lab...foe me, i finish the number "designs" as told by Izwan yesterday, but I didnt go find the HOD of IT, coz i heard he's PSLE Oral invigilator. Anyway, I printed out the stuff and left a note t the TA. Then I go youtube.com watch shows & sing songs, go popcap.com play games and check mails loh.

Today saw the mail got someone call Joreen Liu, CustCare Executive, send me all the assignment forms. Efficient, but never check. The school address also put wrongly. At Bukit Batok, she write at Bedok! Pls 1 west 1 east...very far from each other! *roll eyes* in the end, got to correct and re-check every piece is correct information. I also ask for today's form, also send me very fast. and very fast want me submit all by next week...

So...ya..jus finish putting all into envelopes, ready to be sent tml. These 2 days I woke up at 5.30am and ended work at 10pm, coz after the replacement work, go Kumon help out. Didnt take naps, but still wun lyk very tired. So yea! Kip it up!

Its time for bed! Nitez everyone! Tml gt to wake up early for wrk again. =) Jia you!

what i'm doing???

Wah! I got 4 posts today! hahaha...ok actually just to update what I am doing now.

Just receive an hour ago, that I need design numbers 1-10 for the school to paste on the kiosks (some small computers for the kiddies' "public" use)..

And I actually used ILLUSTRATOR! hahaha..ok lah, not very fanciful designs, but then tomorrow still got to come, so will finalise again tomorrow, and got to print them.

Oh i actually get a chance to design!! wah hoo!! something i hope to try, but honestly speaking, really tests my brain leh! I am not very creative though I like to see people design.

Ok lah! I'm going to pee again! & will be back for I-L-L-U-S-T-R-A-T-O-R! Hohohohohoh!! ^o~

LUNCH NEWS

oh gosh! I just came back from lunch at coffee shop, went to shit, then came back to IT resource room, drank water, and decided to open my email and see any replies to my mails from company, AND I found ------ from Kevin Lee:

"Gwen's last day with the company is yesterday, so for the time being, please liaise with I Hwa until further notice." !!!

felt sadded for her suddenly...suddenly missed her hahahaha...i crap? no lah! i cnt be so mean also right? she is the one who gave me this job k...haha..mm..really duno to laugh and be happy or be sad...

coz since I join this company, I only heard bad rumours, really bad...even schools complain about and terminate the company's service...and since i joined, two staff, Yvonne and Gwen left and plus I heard from my friends, some engineers were sacked and some other trainers resigned... and surprisingly, the engineers who were sacked, hop to another company which offer them a pay of at least 2X or 3X the pay (ard $3000??) they receive here! =O so being sacked isnt at all a bad thing for them right hahahaha....

i'm still ~~~~ unbelievable ... of this fact...omg.... (haiyo, kip running to the toilet duno how many times in every 2 hours...)

Bored

I really cant understand why the teacher here at Xishan Pri wants to have a replacement to help him do nothing but play computer games...

if got things to do still ok...but NOTHING eh!! i think its the first time i play computer games and surf net for 10hrs - lunch break 1 hr = 9 hours!!! *stare*!! my eyes are popping out, and the air-con really damn cold, i dont know where's the control..

Oh ass! Let me off, pls! Its enjoyable to the guy who is on MC coz he can play warcraft & maple story, but not to me! Oh my... *sob sob* & i'm terribly hungry, but got to wait till 12...=\

Weebly !

Yo people! How your guys doing? hahaha...

Ok I'm now at Xishan Primary for replacement the whole day actually (7.30am to 5.30pm). I reached damn early at 6.45am, and I have got nothing to do the whole 2 hours, from when I step in until now. So just surf net, surf net and surf net...I also done my report (on notepad, coz this com got no microsoft!) for CPS and SAPS already. And weirdly I also have not seen the HOD IT since morning...Only the TA Mr Izwan guide me along, and he is nice person! =)

I'm in the IT resource room now, have very cold air con blowing...and in front of me is a recording studio! Can imagine my idols singing live in front of me??? ~O~ oh no no no! I'm dreaming!! hahaha...

oh yes, and I found some notes left by the trainer (i think) who is on MC that there is another free web for blogs at Weebly.com. I went to try out and my link is http://chenxiulin.weebly.com The designs are more and you can add pages and like pro! so i can stop dreaming of being a web developer, because sure no lobang!

hahaha...alright, let's move on to...SURF MORE NET!! hahaha ... update again.

Lucky

Reading the newspapers, full of tragedies. Some are natural disasters -- cant be helped; Some are man's doings -- they can avoid it. However I am more concerned for those who met natural disasters.

Suddenly I feel so lucky to be born in Singapore, a place where there are no natural disasters, with peace and security, with very good leaders as our government...and of course, so lucky to be able to open my eyes every morning and still see the sun, then the moon and the stars, my family and friends.

We cant control or choose where we want to born at, and who we want to be born to. So no point grumbling over all these. Just treasure everything and anything you hold, you see, you hear, you eat, or even smell.

Looking out there, there are so many people who want to live and lead a proper simple life, but they cant be it because of natural disasters or illness strike them. So dont anyhow give up your life. Dont do anything that hurts your body, your moral -- because it hurts your parents too.

Be grateful and appreciative. Be proud to live.

Look Ahead

Yes, as the title suggest, I have also removed the blog archive if you notice.

"Why??"

Because we need to look AHEAD, not look back!! hahaha...

Ah! and damn ass hotmail, I cant read the mail coz the page got error, and its rated URGENT from Gwen!

"What to do?" Lucky I got Ain's hp no, heehee tml ask her forward me to my yahoo mail la! haha...^,~

Oh yes, today I worked 9am-10am and 6.30pm to 10.30pm. and both are part time. Suddenly feel like those very poor pple on TV shows, they nid to work at least 2 part time jobs to survive. haha...but fun eh!

Isnt it more fun to work part time, rather than full time? which sounds very bored (to me) hahaha...

Speech for Tues (CPS)

Start of class -- 09:00 am:

"Good morning class. I am Miss Tan, and I'll be teaching you for the rest of the lessons.

Today we will focus on completing and/or refining your scripts. Can those students with the scripts saved under their workspace folder, switch on your computer? Ok, meanwhile, a show of hands, any groups already finish the scripts or storyboard?

(Best scenario: all raise up =D; Worst scenario: no hands up, all look at each other =\)

For this 1 hour, I want all of you to sit together in your group, to discuss about your script. If you have not finish, complete it today. If you have finish, think what else you can add in to make it better. For example, you can add in details like where is this happening, when, who do what, who say what or even who is thinking about what etc...

This is very important because if you anyhow write your script, then your video come out will be anyhow. Remember the first lesson 'Rubbish in, rubbish out' ? Ok?

Meanwhile I will go to every group to see your progress and help you. Alright? Let's start!"

(Walking round, looking at students' work & give feedback)

Ending class -- 09:55 am:

"Alright, that's all for today. Save your work and dont shut down! There will not be any class next Tuesday. I hope you can take some time to discuss and make your scripts more detail and more specific, so that it is easier for you when you do the actual video-ing the week after next.

Thank You class!"

So, I'm rather worried about not having enough time to complete their work.

The above is also what I have been trying to recite in my mind what to do with the students next Tuesday.

Pray hard everything goes well.

By the way, this can be a sample of their script right? hahaha....

I PASSED!!

Yeah! I passed the completion test!! So surprised! 14/18 in 90mins.

I haven finish the worksheets actually. Yesterday & today morning and afternoon was reading the solution books like mad, in the end, go there, the staff say can refer solution book if forget formula hahaha..abit lame loh..

but initially I thought only me is unprepared, in the end, all 6 of us there are unprepared, and of course, got chance why dun c answer haha...everyone wants to pass well! hahaha...but we din copy la...i did most of them myself, only check 2 questions coz duno how to proceed after dng halfway, another 2 is careless mistake, and 2 forgot how to do.

I msg teacher Elaine to tell her I pass, and she say very good, well done! haha..happy leh! coz i dun wanna throw her face also...hee..until now, still so unbelievable! haha...

i'll have a good, sweet dream from now on! lalalala~~ haha

Was on MC for these two days. All started from a sprain from playing badminton. haha..a long story, but its healing , just waiting for the bad skin to peel off itself, then everything will be back to normal! Yeah!

I think its damn ass to ask me take over Corporation de Tues class la. That class change two trainer le leh! Yuling teach first lesson, den gt change to Hong Wen. So Haslinah came for two weeks & now ganna me! & That Haslinah anyhow teach, suddenly teach Movie Maker out of a sudden, now i ganna to clear the mess she left! & worst is that KS thought all along i'm the one teaching Tues class! Ass! Today another trainer went to replace me as i'm on MC, and she said most of them actually started their storyboard and scripts from SCRATCH! OMG! Today is already the fourth lesson eh! & they haven got any script to follow, how to start filming! how??! I still thinking how to help them next week...the lesson plan might have to go backwards, like revise from first lesson...where got time!!! =,(

Mm..something to be happy about is, i tml still on MC, healing my leg, so dun nid go APS!! see those bunch of kiddies! really dun noe what to do with them. scold them punish them, like nothing to them. But, something very very bad is i ganna contract with APS till end of year!!! Oh S!

hah...算了，忍命吧！Things will turn better (someday, soon)...

1st teach

ytd night went to kumon for work. it's so funny when i stepped in, then the other 2 teachers look at me, like y i'm there on a weekday. haha. i'm there actually to replace the other cher who had chicken pox. anyway, not v bz, bt still i enjoy it. =p

n today afternoon went to st anthony to tch p2 stds to type chinese in windows ime. i think i go through too fast and missed out some common problems that they'll encounter. so when i ask them go type a sentence each, they all start to raise up their hands, cz of login problem (the gal chose s-zone, instead of w-zone!), and y they change to chinese but still cum out english, and they can actually tell me how to insert (、)盾号 ! and many others prob...

i dun even noe ms words, which key is that sign! =O so..ya, learnt something from them also hee..1 boy actually ask me what to do after since he finish his work, and he proudlly suggested "write love letter ah?" haha..ok n another gal kind of scare me cz she cried when the class gng to end! i went to c, n so the reason is, somehow duno y, she deleted her wadever she typed, n when she wan to type something again, i say save n shut dwn com. so she cried! =(

bt anyway, tis is a very rush lesson plan in my mind that I have, so tch le abit anyhow...nxt time i'll improve (i try) =)

NDPs !!

Yeah!! National Day is around the corner!

I LOVE National Days!
I LOVE the songs!
I LOVE the parades!
I LOVE the performances!


I LOVE SINGAPORE!!!

haha yea, i miss the days at schools singing the National Anthem and saying the pledge everyday. and also the NDP songs, which i always find very inspiring and motivating, except this year's...duno who is that guy singing, so no spirit...=\ just now at Sheng Siong heard the songs, I sang along but duno why got so much feeling, that almost drop tears...

Remember there's one year, i went to participate in Mr Low's dance performance for NDP. Although the organisers very ma fan, and the public who participate always dont cooperate and find trouble, but when you step onto the floating platform for performance, you would forget all these, and felt very proud to be able to take part in the nation's biggest event, and...it just feels great! That's also the first year NDP is shifted to the floating platform, so very have 纪念性.

I want to be there, on the stage again, every year!

* NDP, wait for me, I'll be back! *

Inspirational

I saw these at Guangyang Pri last Fri and i love them!

~ so hope i can write something like these one day ~

did quite some household chores today.

woke up ard 1 plus, den vaccuum the floor in my PYJAMAS! den washed the fans, with sis's help, still in my pyjamas...den ard 5, mum bought mos burger for us, so i took my lunch, STILL in my pyjamas...den FINALLY, bathed n changed hahaha...help my sis to iron the clothes, and "approved" her rest to accompany mum watch tv & eat longans hahaha...so finally we, sisters, completed ironing all the shirts that are in the "Iron" holding area...haha...bt when mum took in newly dried clothes, there goes in some more again...=( still have 2 piles of pants to go + a few more clothings...so tml morning, probably, i'll start again haha...

ah yea! tues morning i cn no nid go corporation anymore!!! but tues nite nid wrk at kumon, cz my colleague gana chicken pox! sadded...hope she get well soon! bt wrking at kumon is so much better than running ard to schs, which is a waste of travelling time & $$ == no earn! =(

nvm, i alrdy told my mum that acp is blacklisted by MOM, so wun be continuing after this contract. & the next co i m gng to wrk for, unless its a reputable co, otherwise i'll chk with MOM to c if its blacklisted before gng for it...

other than that...Ah! i start to dislike mondays! really sad to haf to go APS! bt they still gt many lessons ah....=,(

anyway, jus found out tt my dance partner gt ill by some snake thing...bt shes recovering...hope everything goes well...