Today I went to school feeling a bit down, not because I have got to reach school early in the morning at 8am but because I will be in the same class as someone...
Not someone i dislike to sit with, though. But someone i actually dreamed of being with...yaah..i m so stupid, whenever and whoever i got this kind of thought for, i will later somehow find out that person is no longer single...(ouch, that feeling hurts...)
First two weeks still talks but last few days reduced...haiz...i noe i noe...m supposed to concentrate on studies but believe me, this type of feeling will jus come and go very quickly, especially for me...today ya gt say a few lines only...hmm...is it that i spoilt my own image, by talking non-stop about another gal's bad attitude? ya most probably...duno y, last time also similar situation happen to me not because i bad-mouthed or gossip others, but coz i din tink properly and blurt out "throw my face" den that person nvr called again...
sian sian sian....i tink i will nvr b in love...when i m abt to go in, my behaviour pulls me out...ok fine..i admit...my wrong. i made a wish on my bdae last thurs to stop talking abt others negative points, and think of their good onli...so i m trying hard...
To convince my another gal partner to let the other gal who i 've talked abt to join our grp for MT proj...nt that because we have nt enuf ppl to form a grp of 3, bt i tink its my fault to have neglected her for the last 2 yrs, and this perhaps its a gd time to make up to her and also to give her a chance to prove me wrong, for my perception of her for the past 2 yrs.
So nw i m hoping for the best, changing for the good....Trying hard...=)
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Turn Back?
So many things happen recentlly:
ONE:
On my birthday I heard the shocking news that my childhood playmate cum neighbour cum best friend cum swimming partner cum classmate....gt pregnant & married just recently. I haven't in contact with her for since pri 5... then suddenly i heard this news which shocked the rest of my life...deeply, i have double feelings.. I don't know whether to be happy for her...My mouth and mind wishes her happy and hope she will never regret her decision, but my heart says, "it's so foolish to do such a thing, girl! You are ruining your life!"
I don't know what to say. Linking back with things I've heard and seen that happen to people around me, or people I know, I hope... that none of this will happen to me. I think, i wish all of us now, think real careful before you do anything...
Like my mother says, "There's no 'Regret Pills' in this world. So don't do anything that will make yourself regret for life!"
TWO:
My leg muscle hurts until now..ever since the Friday training 2 weeks ago...Now, normal walking still fine, but once I stretch or jump, the pain cum back again. There's a period of time, I am afraid I can never ever do vigorous exercises or practice wushu anymore.
Just like the show I'm watching with my dad recently, <>. The poor guy works for a super wealthy man in the area just to earn money to treat her sister who gone crazy from being forced to be a prostitue. His job is to kill all his boss's enemies. And now his turn to go crazy and his hand even goes handicapped that he can't practice wushu anymore.
To a wushu practitioner, the thinking of not being able to practice what he/she loves is just the same as killing him/her. Yes, it is...
2 competitions coming up and yet club members come in and out, only pitiful few willing to stay to fight for the school's honour. Haiz...
THREE:
By the way, I got a PSP for birthday present! My parents and sisters bought for mew, though I din ask for it..-) Happy!!! because my English and Chinese birthday fall on the same day this year!!! Yeah!! I onli started playing just now! It's fun, fun, fun!!! heeeeeee....
ONE:
On my birthday I heard the shocking news that my childhood playmate cum neighbour cum best friend cum swimming partner cum classmate....gt pregnant & married just recently. I haven't in contact with her for since pri 5... then suddenly i heard this news which shocked the rest of my life...deeply, i have double feelings.. I don't know whether to be happy for her...My mouth and mind wishes her happy and hope she will never regret her decision, but my heart says, "it's so foolish to do such a thing, girl! You are ruining your life!"
I don't know what to say. Linking back with things I've heard and seen that happen to people around me, or people I know, I hope... that none of this will happen to me. I think, i wish all of us now, think real careful before you do anything...
Like my mother says, "There's no 'Regret Pills' in this world. So don't do anything that will make yourself regret for life!"
TWO:
My leg muscle hurts until now..ever since the Friday training 2 weeks ago...Now, normal walking still fine, but once I stretch or jump, the pain cum back again. There's a period of time, I am afraid I can never ever do vigorous exercises or practice wushu anymore.
Just like the show I'm watching with my dad recently, <
To a wushu practitioner, the thinking of not being able to practice what he/she loves is just the same as killing him/her. Yes, it is...
2 competitions coming up and yet club members come in and out, only pitiful few willing to stay to fight for the school's honour. Haiz...
THREE:
By the way, I got a PSP for birthday present! My parents and sisters bought for mew, though I din ask for it..-) Happy!!! because my English and Chinese birthday fall on the same day this year!!! Yeah!! I onli started playing just now! It's fun, fun, fun!!! heeeeeee....
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
在路上驾驶，很可怕！
YEAH!! 我考试及格了！好高兴哦！难以想象！还是不可以从梦中醒过来，我还在做梦吧？！
刚才因为老师要赶着回来教下一位学生，所以爸爸去带我，还陪我等拿“暂时驾照”，一起吃东西。哈哈！然后我们去买Probation Plate(P-Plate)，贴在爸爸车上，要放一年！等一下，姐姐的车也会有哦！这样我哪一辆都可以驾咯！！我载爸爸妈妈去Bukit Batok 吃午餐。可是因为爸爸的车是自动排挡，所以很敏感。踩一点油就很快，我还走快速公路，又那么多车。真的很吓人耶！
早上5 点就起床了，现在有点累了。所以我又要去做美梦咯！！
^O^
刚才因为老师要赶着回来教下一位学生，所以爸爸去带我，还陪我等拿“暂时驾照”，一起吃东西。哈哈！然后我们去买Probation Plate(P-Plate)，贴在爸爸车上，要放一年！等一下，姐姐的车也会有哦！这样我哪一辆都可以驾咯！！我载爸爸妈妈去Bukit Batok 吃午餐。可是因为爸爸的车是自动排挡，所以很敏感。踩一点油就很快，我还走快速公路，又那么多车。真的很吓人耶！
早上5 点就起床了，现在有点累了。所以我又要去做美梦咯！！
^O^
~ 好紧张哦 ~
明天就考车了。我好紧张哦。真的非常紧张！紧张到刚刚在冲凉时哭了。我怕，我怕不及格，就要重考。不是重考而已那么简单。是还要再还多百多块和又要浪费自己和老师的时间，我很不舍。
因为自己没有够钱花，连要负担自己简单的生活费都有问题。很多次都想要去打工，但又怕学业应付不来。
没错；爸爸妈妈老说：“没关系啦，等你长大赚钱的时候，再记得给我们一点用就好啦。现在你还是先管好自己的学业吧。钱的事你不用操心。。。我们不会虐待你的啦。。。”
但。。。对我而言，却是我不孝，很没用。很多朋友尽管学业再忙，再好也要为自己的零用钱打拼。而我呢，只是每个星期一次的工作，赚了连Kumon＄120 的学费都不够还。怎么给父母，还有还学校的＄1000++学费呢？还要等他们拿钱给我。。。我很惭愧，所以一直给自己很多压力，就希望明天可以一次就过。不要辜负大家对我的期望。
我会尽力。。。
因为自己没有够钱花，连要负担自己简单的生活费都有问题。很多次都想要去打工，但又怕学业应付不来。
没错；爸爸妈妈老说：“没关系啦，等你长大赚钱的时候，再记得给我们一点用就好啦。现在你还是先管好自己的学业吧。钱的事你不用操心。。。我们不会虐待你的啦。。。”
但。。。对我而言，却是我不孝，很没用。很多朋友尽管学业再忙，再好也要为自己的零用钱打拼。而我呢，只是每个星期一次的工作，赚了连Kumon＄120 的学费都不够还。怎么给父母，还有还学校的＄1000++学费呢？还要等他们拿钱给我。。。我很惭愧，所以一直给自己很多压力，就希望明天可以一次就过。不要辜负大家对我的期望。
我会尽力。。。
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
学习
把每一个练习，当做一个表演；
把每一个演出，当做一个比赛。
把每一个长辈，当做自己的父母一样对待；
把每一个小孩，当做自己的弟妹一样疼爱。
把每一个和你接触过的人和事，当做自己的老师；
从中学习，加以改善。
我 还在学习。。。
把每一个演出，当做一个比赛。
把每一个长辈，当做自己的父母一样对待；
把每一个小孩，当做自己的弟妹一样疼爱。
把每一个和你接触过的人和事，当做自己的老师；
从中学习，加以改善。
我 还在学习。。。
Sunday, April 6, 2008
武术
好久没有和大家一起练习了。
好怀念那段为了比赛，大家抱着要为学校争光的拼搏与斗志，练到手伤，腿软，淤清也继续练。
但是现在大家都好像烟硝云散了，不知彼此的去向。是署假的关系吗？我很希望是。
希望换了教练，大家会像以前那样，回来一起训练。不要再找借口推掉不来了。不保握着最后一年的机会的话，就再也没机会了。因为毕业后，就会各分东西去做工或读书，就很难有机会再见面了。
“一寸光阴一寸金，寸金难买寸光阴。”
“一日为师，终生为父。” 这句话很老套，但我还是相信的。
Friday, April 4, 2008
我回来了！！
我回来了！！那么久没见，让我简短的回顾一下我之前的一些精彩生活吧！！
明星之日1 (December 2007):
同一天，先是在 Jurong East Entertainment Centre 看见权仪风和许振荣在主持《有话就说》的节目。
然后到Marina Square 看小猪罗志祥的《舞所不在之舞林大会》的比赛。超酷man！那天好多人啊！我跟妈妈和两个姐姐一起去目睹小猪的风采！哈哈！他那天一到就坐下来当评审。比赛结束后，就是 SHOW Time!他与他的Dancer 老师表演“一支独秀”然后演唱“败给你”的时候，有看过来哦！完了后，我还一直说“他正眼跟我对看耶！！”哈哈！我快疯了！那时多么想上台去抱一下他呀！
明星之日2 (March 31st 2008):
明星之日1 (December 2007):
同一天，先是在 Jurong East Entertainment Centre 看见权仪风和许振荣在主持《有话就说》的节目。
然后到Marina Square 看小猪罗志祥的《舞所不在之舞林大会》的比赛。超酷man！那天好多人啊！我跟妈妈和两个姐姐一起去目睹小猪的风采！哈哈！他那天一到就坐下来当评审。比赛结束后，就是 SHOW Time!他与他的Dancer 老师表演“一支独秀”然后演唱“败给你”的时候，有看过来哦！完了后，我还一直说“他正眼跟我对看耶！！”哈哈！我快疯了！那时多么想上台去抱一下他呀！
明星之日2 (March 31st 2008):
哇噻！今天真的是不得了啦！我亲眼看到我们新加坡的唯一世界武术冠军 ----- 翁清海 耶！虽然之前（大概是2006 那年吧）有在新传媒表演时就有比这次更近距离的看到他走过我前面（我和我朋友还不敢相信的一直盯着他看，他也有看到我们一直盯着他，那时我的心跳很快耶！但过后会一直想：“他会不会觉得我们很sua gu ah?")
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