damn angry at them this 2 days..esp her..tot 3yrs of partnering is enough to let her noe my style of work...in the end give me this type of crap work...she has the whole day at home today to do a gd job, bt no, still entertaining me; by adding in 2 more lines for the report...fine! i said before, i m nt going to change any part of their work, nt because i m lazy, i jus feel since its part of their responsibility, they shld take care of what they are doing, not an outsider like me...i have no rights over any of them, even though its a grp wrk >> i say, also = to not saying anything cz they cnt catch wad i wan...even though is last min wrk, bt i still want it to b a certain standard...nt like this...
i m tired already, no more strength to tok, no more energy to think...i have only slp 6hrs on sat, and 4hrs ytd...tonight i dun noe wad time i haf to wait until for their final piece of report and ppt to be sent to me for compilation...wad shld i do? wait or finish wad i shld den throw back at them, ask them to compile?
i hate to do this...i nvr done this at any grp before...i tot this wld be the best team wrk i ever had...bt no, look at them...not online to discuss anything, nt anxious at all...wrk nt done...fine!
up to u...i don't know dng this is right or wrong..bt otherwise, i haf totally no idea wad to do...
Monday, July 14, 2008
Sunday, July 13, 2008
My Last NAPFA...
Yeah! Last Thursday (10th July) finally finish my last NAPFA of my life!!! YEAH!!!
Felt happy but damn sad at the same time... Felt happy that I broke my own record by running continuously for 6 rounds for 2.4km!! And also, the rest of the stations got 5 points for sit-up, sit-and-reach (tester cheat for me haha...in actual should be 4points), and shuttle run, surprisingly! I got 11.2 sec, 4points!! haha...as for standing broad jump, i broke my own record by jumping the furthest distance ever in my life --> 170cm!! haha...which earns me 2 points =(.. Inclined pull-up also by cheating got 18 times, gets me 5points; in actual 3...well..then it comes to the sad part..
i FAILED my 2.4km!! shit it!!! Ahh!! i never failed any stations before! in the very worst situation, I'll still get 1 point! Wah lao! now 1 point also don't have sia!! And because of this! I got an F for overall result! ='( Wanqi, alicia also fail...coz they follow behind me...but good thing is the 3 of us din't stop!hee...i console them say we did our very best, shouldn't be sad...bt actuali i m...i still aimed for gold loh...now even bronze also don't have
But! Im going to retake!! I don't care how many times I do just to get at least a pass...I wanna pass! with a medal at least! i believe i can do it!! I asked alicia and wanqi, but they say not going to retake, coz they feel they'll nvr ever pass 2.4 and somemore for gals, no use to try so hard coz we don't need go NS... Shitty excuses! (to me)
Well well, i still finding a partner to go with me though...cz nid partner for sit up at least...i dun wanna go with a guy.. =X its weird...haha...After graduation, then no napfa test liao...might as well make this my best score right?! ^,<
I'll nvr give up!! I promise! -o-
Felt happy but damn sad at the same time... Felt happy that I broke my own record by running continuously for 6 rounds for 2.4km!! And also, the rest of the stations got 5 points for sit-up, sit-and-reach (tester cheat for me haha...in actual should be 4points), and shuttle run, surprisingly! I got 11.2 sec, 4points!! haha...as for standing broad jump, i broke my own record by jumping the furthest distance ever in my life --> 170cm!! haha...which earns me 2 points =(.. Inclined pull-up also by cheating got 18 times, gets me 5points; in actual 3...well..then it comes to the sad part..
i FAILED my 2.4km!! shit it!!! Ahh!! i never failed any stations before! in the very worst situation, I'll still get 1 point! Wah lao! now 1 point also don't have sia!! And because of this! I got an F for overall result! ='( Wanqi, alicia also fail...coz they follow behind me...but good thing is the 3 of us din't stop!hee...i console them say we did our very best, shouldn't be sad...bt actuali i m...i still aimed for gold loh...now even bronze also don't have
But! Im going to retake!! I don't care how many times I do just to get at least a pass...I wanna pass! with a medal at least! i believe i can do it!! I asked alicia and wanqi, but they say not going to retake, coz they feel they'll nvr ever pass 2.4 and somemore for gals, no use to try so hard coz we don't need go NS... Shitty excuses! (to me)
Well well, i still finding a partner to go with me though...cz nid partner for sit up at least...i dun wanna go with a guy.. =X its weird...haha...After graduation, then no napfa test liao...might as well make this my best score right?! ^,<
I'll nvr give up!! I promise! -o-
Friday, July 11, 2008
我
不要把自己放得太高,以免跌得很痛。
不要把自己放得太低,以免被踩在脚低。
骄傲,只会代表失败机率很大;
但太过谦虚只会代表你自信过浅。
有志者,不一定会事竟成。
但,无志者,永远不会有机会看到事成后那光芒的一面。
没有人可以帮你,只有自己才能帮助自己。
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