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Wedding Thoughts

2011-09-04T00:30:00.003+08:00

wedding...should be the decision of the couple...side people even parents should only be giving advise into what to do, and not how to do...how to do it should be decided by the couple...why cant pple see open and let them decide themselves??

in your mouth, you said to the couple "aiya, anything la you go decide yourself la"

but in your action, you don't realise you are intercepting every step they made...

understand that you are happy for the couple and want to share the joy with your friends, but did you consider for the couple? they don't even know them! how funny is it to have to ask them to the dinner...for me i will, only treat them to the buffet loh...

9th August 2011

2011-08-09T22:50:00.003+08:00

When other people make sarcastic remarks, do not trust or support you, you feel hurt.

When your family make sarcastic remarks, do not trust or support you, you feel hurt even more.

You feel very tired when you have to handle people no matter from outside or closest kin, with extra care, talk to them with extra caution, at all times.

You feel no one can be trusted.

There are so many things kept in the heart. Words come to the mouth, but slipped down back in. Knowing that saying will only raised many views and disapprovals.

No one is a listener, except for her...

Inter-Panasonic X-Country 2011

2011-06-26T23:46:00.002+08:00

Today is the Inter-Panasonic X-Country 2011 Competition at Bedok Reservoir.

We ran and walked, laughed and cheered. We finished the race - Ladies Open / Veteran , Men Veteran : 4.3km , Men Open : 5km.

PSY although only a small team of 4, but we very united wor!! 3 ladies 1 men, and we the 3 ladies joined the tack-of-war with another 2 ladies from don't know where, and also 5 men to form a 10 person team. (We only know they are also from PA/PIA - Coz we same colour shirt hahaha). We got 2nd oh!! but no prize ahaha just for fun! =D

Still TEAM Spirit is the way to go!!! Go Go Go!!

Colleagues @ Work

2011-06-21T00:07:00.002+08:00

At work, I have colleagues I rather admire and have colleagues whom I feel rather irritated with.

Mr A- I always call him Uncle A. He worked for almost 30 years in this company. Whenever I had doubts and ask him, he never reject to help and go through with me patiently. He is a manager. But talking to him I do not feel very distant due to his managerial post. Anything I am not sure, I need help, I did wrong, he will help and discuss solution with me. Example, for a pending issue since year 2009, I asked for instructions and advices, the original PIC chose to ignore the difficult problem, and treat as my follow up is not required. Only Uncle A is willing to help me follow up until today, finally a solution to close the case. I understand at times he is also under controlled by his boss. He is not given the authorisation despite his seniority. Sad. How much more practical can people be? Only GM Level can authorise. Really -- I feel Too Practical.

Mr B - He reads our emails and assist us with our requests no matter how busy he is. He keeps his cool even when he is angry. So far I never seen him blow up in the office. His work efficiency is fast. I never heard him say " Huh, I very busy now leh.." At most he will say "Ok,let me finish this for boss, will check for you in a while" of course, sometimes he will forget, but most of the time he won't.

Ms A - Actually I quite close to her because she is the one who teaches me from the first day I came in to work. But after long, I feel sometimes what she says bounce back and reflects in her. She always give reasons for how she behaves, but I feel these are just excuses. "Too many emails, have no time to read" -- But she is the one who teaches me that certain emails are important, otherwise cargoes delayed at custom, there will be demurage charges incurred to company. She thinks whatever she do is the most difficult in the world, no one will ever met with the "unfortunate stuff" like she do. She bangs the phone of people out of a sudden. I really cannot understand what is the point of keep grumbling when you already know that in here, you cannot do also must do?

Warehouse changes new system. The staff are not familiar with the new system that is why they did not complete the stock in. She say is the system fault. Huh?? I don't understand. Is it the system unable to interface or the people never even do what they are suppose to.

Ms B - She is also the one who teaches me the project side business. But I cannot stand her being a 2-headed snake. Turn to the big ones, everything yes and ok. Turn to the small ones, she say the other way round. She is flexible, but too flexible that makes her become too hard for me to catch who she is now and 5 minutes later. Probably she is old and is forgetful? But I guess there are more older than her, isn't it?

Don't know why, just suddenly want to let some thoughts out.

Probably the only reason I don't want to leave yet, is the things I still have not learnt...

夜市人生

2011-06-20T00:07:00.004+08:00

丙丁：他常常帮别人算命。但是他千算万算都算不到自己的儿子有病，而且还病得这么严重。

大脚：他的女儿贪慕虚容。欠债不想办法还，把责任推给老爸而自己却跑得不知去向，留下孤苦龄丁且又无助的老爸。

一帆：为了爱情，自寻短见。把幸幸苦苦抚养，疼爱她的哥哥抛弃，不顾。

两个是命运作弄人，一个是自己愚蠢的选择。

戏里和真实生活没有分别。这些情节常在报纸上看到。

有些人不懂得惜福，知懂得抱怨。世界上没有一件事，没有一个人是完美无缺的。

如果像大脚的女儿一直抱怨家里贫穷，爸爸没有给她高级优质的生活，所以要用最快的方式得到多多的钱，就是塔上小开。结果才发现被骗，还惹了一身债。这样值得吗？

如果像一帆，以为男朋友不在了，自己就没有生存的意义，所以自寻短见。不要忘了，我们的生命是父母给的，没有他们的同意，哪里可以随你要结束就结束？

人啊人，不要等失去了才来后悔。眼前的一切才是最重要的。要珍惜啊。

I Got A Chance!

2011-06-13T22:24:00.003+08:00

Know what? I'v been looking to have a change in job. Tried all applications. Go about to look for courses related to upgrade my skills and knowledge. Now I received one response from an employer. She asked why I want to apply for the job. I don't know how to answer.

I opened the page, went on to other applications, come back to it, I still have no answer to it.
How?

It is so contradicting. Probably yes, it is human nature. When you have one, you want two. When given two, you say "no lah, one will do." haiz...human ah human...*shake head shake head*

After 1 hour, seriously I still have no answer...

"New" Hobby

2011-06-12T18:58:00.002+08:00

Recently very suddenly I got the habit of going for this "new" hobby. Why I put "new" with the " " is because LONG LONG ago it already is my hobby but after that become lazy never get in touch with it, then this hobby faded off... hee =p

In 3 months time sister is going to get married! Though I'm not the MAIN, but I'm the SIDE, so also must be pretty!! Right? >.< Actually other than this, is also to keep myself active, healthy and fit again. Everyday sit in office with air-con is also very tiring...

There are a few events related to this hobby of mine as well. I'm going for it!!

On On On!! ><

New Responsibility

2011-05-29T00:11:00.004+08:00

For several days, got to attend the new Oracle R12 Business Requirement Gathering.

Still upcoming until NEXT YEAR!! OMG!!

Everytime ended up is accounts side problem.

Although felt quite time consuming, but i feel like an IT professional! Wahaha.. ><

Learnt a lot of the new features that got me interested and almost went to sign up for Oracle courses, but to realise 1 course cost 3k and above O.0 If I want to know how the customisation is being done, probably from net and through asking and books, will do.

Recently I'm working on a new project but I guess it will take some time to complete. While being on the project I'm still working on revising the timeline and I will also work on housekeeping my email subscriptions (too many unneccessary stuff that distracts me).

Dng Ding!! Confident!! Yohoo! haha going back to my project! >,<

Interview on 25th May 2011

2011-05-28T23:56:00.003+08:00

Took half day leave for an interview on 25-May-2011.

Sadded =((((
Document bag - certs not photocopied, not readily filed.
High heels - wear until leg pain, got bubbles, skin come off.
Big Big Rain - after lunch with colleague.
Took MRT - lost way to interview venue.

Lucky =)
Went to a shop near Queensway, buy divider, photocopied certs and finished filing by 1.30pm.
Finally reach just in time after asking many people for directions.

Process fun and relax. Very 无理头style.
Being recommended for logistics job instead of the original application for IT post.
High chance for logistics post.
IT post, if got, will be the one and only one IT Support in the co. 1 person to hundreds...How weird is that operation man...

Anyway gotta wait for call if there's any 2nd interview to go. But most probably not a chance due to the attitude given when offered for Inventory Control post instead of originally wanted.

Anyway...Just Wait.

I LEARNT.

2011-05-21T01:24:00.004+08:00

MANY MONTHS PAST SINCE THE LAST POST.
PEOPLE COME & GO. PEOPLE RISE & FALL.

HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR AT LEAST A CHANGE TOO.
DUE TO MANY REASONS, REALISE IT'S HARD, BUT IT'S NOT IMPOSSIBLE!

1. COURSE FEES ARE HIGH.
--> BORROW BKS FROM LIBRARY + SEARCH THE NET + "ASK NOW, DON'T ACT SMART" = A POOL OF KNOWLEDGE

2. PARENTS REJECT DREAM JOBS ARE NOT THE STANDARD 9-5 WORKING HRS.
--> SELF-LEARN SKILLS + LOOKOUT FOR & GRAB ANY OPPORTUNITIES = FREELANCE WORKER

3. WORKING ONLY WORSEN MY ATTITUDE.
--> "YOU AREN'T THE ONLY ONE ENDURING, OTHERS TOO" + "TAKE IT EASY, IT'S NORM" + "A SMILE WON'T COST YOU ANYTHING"= BETTER PERSON

I HAD PLANS. I DID.

I HAVE PLANS. I WILL DO.

TRUST ME.

NEW ANNOUNCEMENT: TOP URGENT!! "I AM BACK TO BLOGSPOT!!"

2011-05-21T01:14:00.004+08:00

NEW ANNOUNCEMENT: TOP URGENT!! "I AM BACK TO BLOGSPOT!!"

THE GIRL WHO LOVES WRITING TO SHARE ABOUT HER LIFE, HER THOUGHTS, HER WISH, HER DREAMS, IS FINALLY BACK!! AFTER NEARLY A HALF YEAR'S DEPART FROM THE-ONCE-MOST-POPULAR-THING-TO-DO-IS-TO-BLOG ERA, THE GIRL DECIDES THAT THIS IS STILL THE BEST PLACE TO SHARE WHAT IS KEEPING IN HER BECAUSE THERE WILL ALWAYS BE SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO SHARES THE SAME, AND CAN RELATE TO BEST.

WELCOME BACK.

STAY TUNE TO LOOK OUT FOR MORE.

^,<

2010-09-06T22:32:00.003+08:00

I'm really very irritated today.

Early morning, 1 account staff came and tell me "This payment voucher you need to get MD signature coz you want TT $ to them." EXCUSE ME! "I" want to pay? SO "I" need to get MD signature?? Hello! This is your job loh! You are accounts leh! You are the one who decide to pay $ a not leh! Why is it "ME"? Or at least you ask salesperson lah!

Add-on, "Morning I give my female boss sign, she nagged at me for like an hour, asking me why need TT $ to them? Why want to buy things from them? Why cannot pay later? .........." Oh pls loh! We don't have the stock & we need to sell of coz buy from others lah! Why cannot TT $ to them? You ownself also have customers whose payment term is "Advance" mah! What the hell you talking about? People cannot owe you $, but you can owe people $. Like what JL says, "This co. is DISGUSTING!!!!!!" People also put a lot $ in your account mah. Then why you think people will not scared you don't deliver them their cargoes meh? Wah lao! I cannot imagine such a MNC co. behaves like this! Oh Man!

Another thing. Japan factory. They are informed of to change direction direct from JP to Australia since last week. They call MD to say about this tiny weeny bit of matter. Say too urgent change, cannot accept. Say 1st shipment arranged on the 9th cannot call back already. Others can change - ask me to confirm qty & changes to be made. Ok nvm. I accepted the first shipment to Sin, and informed them the rest to change direction to Aus. Then they came up with another illogical idea of asking me to cancel my PO & request for my end customer PO. !!! If you can contact direct with Aus, what for you need us to be the middle person!! Right?? (I'm getting very fed up with them of not trying to answer my question on the arrival schedules and keep coming up with stupid excuses.) Then I say I don't understand why they want to do that bcz Aus had issued PO to me, so why should they issue direct to you? Come to a conclusion, the guy say "my main concern is payment" !!! Freak!! Obviously we issue PO to you, we pay lah! & then??? Then he say ok.

Today morning, the logistics lady send to me to confirm shipper & consignee details to be placed on invoice packing list. I haven't got the time to reply her. Late afternoon, the first guy who send email to me, replied. "We cannot ship to Aus due to the urgent situation. Can you accept we fly to Sin at the following schedule? ......" Oh crap! For 1 week, we have been at this: Where the cargoes should fly to. What the !!! Are you a man?! Stop being wishy washy & CONFIRM what you can do & what you cannot! No time for me & you to decide where to fly the cargoes to! All cargoes should reach Aus by 15 Sep - 22 Sep. But now you are delaying everything, you still dare to say all this crap! Your first ETA is 11sep. Today is 6Sep. Even if I say I cannot accept, will you change to Aus? I can bet 100% you will say you cannot do it. & since I already told you since last week, you alrdy say cannot, then you think within this 2 days, I ask you to change you can meh?? Arghhhhh... Irritating! Just tell me what you can do what you cant & stick to that. Why in the world you are changing here & there! If tmr you are gng to send another email saying you are going to change or whatever shit, I'll really shoot in the email shoot until you siao! Don't think I don't dare & don't think I'm scared of you to go to my head to complain me!

THIS IS ME.

2010-08-27T23:52:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I want to bring you out together, you are not free ; you don't want. It's ok.

But if the reason you give is "I have no $...Wait till I strike..." , "It's not safe..." , "Very troublesome... Need to bring a lot of things..." Pls! Forget it! You are just pouring cold water over my head.

Does it mean that when you go out, you need to SPEND THOUSANDS for A trip??
Does it mean that you pray everyday before you go out/do anything, you'll be VERY SAFE??
& Why must you bring so many 'burdens' when you want to go out to play, relax, enjoy??

Sometimes I'm very tired & actually wanted very much to be back to rest & acc. you. But when I'm there & wanted to talk to you, you don't seem to understand my feelings.

When I tell you my plans, I don't get encouragement. All I get is "Don't need lah. Don't waste $. Don't waste time..."

I don't understand. I seriously don't.

But I know why you think that way. I know why you do certain things.

But ... I just cannot understand why can't you learn to relax, let go & enjoy the beautiful stuff around you, at least once ina blue blue blue blue moon?

Don't you think is a pity to miss so much in life?

You always say you are stuck here. We know. But from what I see, no one is restricting you to do anything. We want to bring you to experience the life outside when we are free, but its you who rejected it, & the worst thing is the reasons you gave are always any of the 3 mentioned above.

Even if I'm very tired having to face my colleagues for 5 days or more a week at work & for fun, I still take the opportunity, because it's still the same with you...

I'm looking forward to one day you say let's go here, here there now, without much planning, without much considerations & burdens...

Will that day come?

2010-08-17T22:41:00.004+08:00

Why are people so selfish? Why people only think for themselves? They only want their job to be done FAST FAST FAST & NOW NOW NOW. They don't want to follow up themselves. They keep pushing you to do. But we only have 1 brain, 2 hands, 2 legs. How FAST can we do? We already did our best but nobody appreciates. Nobody gives you any way to rest. Is it really so urgent? If really is, why can't you people do yourselves? You have no brain, or are you handicapped? You are NOT! We are going into end of year 2010, but I'm still having to clear shits for last year. Am I hearing wrong? You don't bother to get the stuff you want from the person who worked before me & now you want me to dig out for you! What's the logic with "because the guy before you really cannot make it...so i don't bother to ask him for it..." ?! Some people can just simply tell you " I don't know leh...." & give an innocent look, & they simply get away from the responsibility. But us? When we say that, what you people say? "How can you say you don't know?! Don't know then you never ask?!" Yes & the blame is back to us again.

Good. You all win.

Like what people say "You don't have the right to say 'NO' ", "You have to do this & that. That's what you are employed here for." Ok. Again, you people win.

Factory wrong = our wrong. Warehouse wrong = our wrong. Customer complain = our wrong.
Once again, yes, you people got the winning point again.

You have YOUR staff. You don't want to ask your staff to do. We're doing because we're doing you people a favour, out of goodwill. But we were superly wrong! Because you people take for granted & treat us like your slaves & DOGS. & what were you people doing when we go over your place. SURFING THE NET. BLOGGING. WRITING EMAILS TO SHOOT & LAUGH @ OTHERS.

For me, I can say that word in front of you & throw you a letter at your face. I'm not obliged to do what is not covered in my scope. You know that?! I can don't do what is requested of me!

Be reminded: Everyone has their limits. You people already reached mine. Only you haven't seen me blown off.

You can try it if you dare.

2010-06-12T16:53:00.000+08:00

Wanted to go out today, but didn't.

Sianzz... =(

2010-06-05T23:38:00.004+08:00

Know what?

Have been looking around frantically for an update, after that issue that doesn't at all concern us.

Have a feel of guilty & disappointment upon hearing their decision.

Starting to think if there's no more chance to have a reason to hear it ring from you.

No call = No more laughter + No more bullshit.

Trying to get used to it, but, I guess ... I'm missing it.

If their decision is true, will you still remember me??

If I call you one day, can we still talk like we first talk??

& ... Will we still be friends??

Internal S~t~r~u~g~g~l~e =|

2010-06-01T00:07:00.002+08:00

oh man! when did I suddenly have that feeling to do so in me AGAIN ?! Grr...

TSL, u've made ur decision to not do it. SO, Stop Thinking! Stop Thinking!!!! STOP THINKING!!!!!

(Ahh!!! Teribble feeling ... I just cant stop thinking)

When can I reverse the process?

2010-05-29T00:53:00.006+08:00

4 years ago:

5 months ago:

9 months later:

Got help meh?

2010-05-28T00:44:00.003+08:00

Many people tend to ask me that question, from last yr till now.

And I always gave the same answer "not interested leh"

But many of them say "It's gd to go! If you don't you'll regret later!"

But seriously, really got help meh? Afterall, you still need hands-on. And theories can always come together with practicals, and after practises with hands-on, do you still need the theories, and that piece of paper?

Anyway, just doesn't make any difference to me with or without it...

Go Go Power Ranger!

2010-05-22T22:36:00.002+08:00

Yohoo! Felt so relaxed after venting in the last post.

Anyway, next Sat is my last day in Kumon & say goodbye to the kiddies... Will miss them though & my favourite instructors. Hopefully to always keep in touch with them & still work for them when their new centre open! =D

& so... what to plan for my Saturdays from June onwards?? Hee... not going to reveal first, but I'm definitely going to make full use of the time I have to do & learn stuff I always wanted to. For self-improvement. To develop own interests to do something useful & meaningful. To make new friends. To look outside of the enclosed room I am in right now.

Go Go Power Ranger!

"Wat's the bloody hell problem with you, lady?!"

2010-05-21T00:06:00.005+08:00

(Honestly, nw i dun dare post any sensitive stuff regarding my "dear" co. on fb & even here, coz this site is actually linked up with my twitter, which in turn linked up with my fb. & duno whether to be sad or happy, my fb nw includes sensitive "friends" from my "dear" co. ...which means there are spies!!! Hell.. No privacy at all liao. i think its me being stupid try to post a msg on twitter using my phone... & it just gets me into deep shit like now...Its just freaking scary to say anything I want here now...)

But anyway, here goes:

Regarding the title as it suggests, my colleague & I were actually discussing abt this irritating + brainless + insensitive lady that we came across. I guess she ate too much of papayas and now she looks exactly like one! stucking her head high up in the sky and on everyone's body, who were forced to be lied down on the floor, in the form of a staircase, she steps on them, & up she goes! sniffing & searching for an ass to suck up to..& when she reaches the top, she forgot how people used to help her, be friends with her. She forgot how her subordinates work for her, SO THAT she can climb up the stairs & be where she is, & get all the recognition in front of everyone. All her mind is blank but only the faces of the ass she's sucking up to.

Thinking others show attitude, and she doesn't. Thinking others have nothing to do & she is "damn busy" speaking lame stuff on the phone with her kids. Thinking others ALWAYS take breaks and she doesn't even have the single shit minute. Thinking others are ALWAYS in the wrong & she doesn't make a single one ever in her life. Thinking others don't need to go home, die die must finish the work & she enjoys the on-the-dot go home privilege. WHAT THE F***, right?! Who is she to think she has the right to control everybody's life!

Everyone is sucking up to her but I'm NOT! Under her just makes me feel "so unlucky" ! In this co., is even worse, coz it just makes me feel shameful!

Look how big this co. is. How worldwide it go. Don't have to be fascinated by MNC co like this.. Because in it, its just a bloody hell mess.

** Beware: Someone will just don't bother to pay you for your job done BECAUSE she is on leave, which passes the payment cut-off date. (You think it make any logical sense to you? I just think she thinks everyone is freaking rich like her.)

I used to have a friend name HAPPY. We lost contact over the years.

Now I have a friend name DISAPPOINTED. We kept in touch ever since HAPPY left me.

2010-05-18T20:10:00.000+08:00

Down

ROAR!!!!

2010-05-15T00:29:00.002+08:00

Yeah! So happy today to finally get to meet up with Fong Fong after work! =D

Really I complained to her so much about what happened at work.
Result : I feel so relaxed saying all these but I guess she really damn tired hahaha...(paiseh sis!!)

& she! still considering whether a not to tender since beginning of the year! =.=! but whatever her decision, I support her (Just don't join my co.. U'll only give yourself more headaches!) haha..

Leaving & Coming in... The turnover rate is getting higher & higher... 3 of my colleagues confirmed with me that they will be leaving before end of this year. OMG! Just kill me! How to survive with me, the 2 & especially that Justice Bao & some newbies who will confirm stuck their asses to her??! ! GRRR...

The sky is so big. If you can't prove that you left your footprints on the clouds, then don't try to act like you had. Life is always full of surprises. No one can say that they have mastered a skill, because things change, the way you solve the problem 10 yrs before & 10 yrs from now, will change too. You just got to learn a new way of solving & move on with life.

What thinking you!

2010-05-11T22:10:00.002+08:00

how much I wish you could send one to me ...

or be the name that I had said by accident the other time ...

Beware, I'm starting to rebel!

2010-05-03T00:49:00.002+08:00

Cant stand "Justice Baos" & I just wanna be alone..

I don't wanna live a lifeless life anymore!

ShouT it OUT!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

So Long No See (0 v 0)

2010-03-14T00:30:00.002+08:00

Heyo, everyone! I cant imagine it's more than a month since my last post. Can see how busy I am?? haha... yea I crapped, coz I know all of you are very busy as well, not only me.... There are many things I wanted to say, but I am really lazy to open my eyes to blog after wrk...

Have been working late almost or rather, practically everyday. It says 9 - 5.30 p.m., but I never once went off on the dot since the very first day I started... But it's alright! I never blamed anyone. I stayed coz I think I am too slow, and if I leave it till next day, & things come in again on the next day, I don' t think I can cope, honestly. Now I getting more & more stuff to take care of... happy & sad... Happy coz I get the trust from others to take it up; Sad coz I will never get to think of knocking off early now & ever...

Many things changed. Quite many of them come & go. The turnover rate is really so high, which is something I never expected in a big co. like this. So friends, don't have to be envious of the others working in a big co. . You never know, a small co. you may be working in, might be a better choice!

... Oh yes! I received a message from HM saying they are asked to go for audition for performing at YOG 2010! Really happy for them, & of course, hope to see you guys on TV! Jia You! =p

Take care people! I don't know when will be my next entry... haha..

Schedule for the day!

2010-02-07T23:47:00.002+08:00

1. Went to CitySquare Mall with mum and sis.

We simply had FUN!! Jokes & laughter everywhere!

3 sisters attempted to take a photo that is identical to the one we took some years ago at Taka. And amazingly, we really did! haha.. It's just so coincidence loh! (I'll post up the photos some time later...)

And when i was leaving to meet my friends, they seem so sad haha... but lucky the gathering is fun as well. Refer to description below! =D

2. Then 5 meet ah Beat, Yuling & Zhao Wei at Clarke Quay for dinner.

Waited for Mr Zhao for like 1 hour! But lucky we 3 beautiful ladies know how to make use of time to go Kopitiam catch up first hahaha... Then went to Waraku for dinner and Yuling & I asked for refill of green tea 2 times1 We simply love the taste of green tea! haha...

Then went to walk walk along Spore river. It's very nicely decorated with pinky flowers call Sakura! ^,^ Took photos and Yuling hp keep jamming and jamming every time a very nice pic is taken! Don't know why, maybe the hp too shock to have to save such beautiful pics into it! haha...& yah those pics I referring to are those with my face and Yuling's face inside. ahahaha... you cannot deny it! =p

Oh yah I was told Mr Zhao wore the same shirt as when he had the previous meet up with Yuling. The shoe also wear wushu shoe. We seriously think this is the one and only shirt and shoe he had! haha.. and he gets irritated when Yuling keep asking him if he need to buy shirt and shoes haha... Thats funny! Yeah!!

3. Lastly went back to CitySquare Mall to meet mum, sis & 3rd uncle & family!

It's almost a month since we met! My cousins grew up but still very cute & funny! haha...

My funny youngest cousin bought another 2 (1 big one with pamper, & another small one) "tortoises" (the soft toy I mean) at Mini Toons. And surprisingly! HE had collection of 10 soft toy tortoises!! 0.0 And heard that each of them had a name..-_-!!!

And my elder cousin is wonderfully in AJC! His dream come true! Heard from sis that he wanna continue with double degree!! 0.0! I believe he can if he perseveres (I know he will. He's the strongest boy I ever seen)! Jia You, TJ! ^,~

领悟

2010-02-07T01:16:00.003+08:00

So many days past by since the last post. So many things to blog about.

Everytime I had those thoughts in my mind. It's either I am just so lazy, too tired or don't have the necessary "equipment" for me to post those thoughts at that moment.

And when I want to blog after that, I totally lost the feeling already.

I can only remember the following lines I had been thinking about since day 1 of this year:

商场如战场。不会有真心朋友。

不会有人对你真心诚意，只会对你虚情假意。

所以选择沉默。因为“病从口入，祸从口出。”

不要让别人抓到你的把柄。

因为人多口杂，“一传十，十传百。” “好事不出门，坏事传千里。”

搞不好不用一天时间，整栋大厦的人就会知道你的事。因为自动会有人替你做免费宣传，打响你的名声。

即使你病了，别人也只会叫你去看医生。不会有人可怜你。所以无需想尽办法搏同情。

当上司觉得你做错了，你就是错了。不必任何理由。

这就是现实生活。所以人才会变得越来越无情。

And yes, just now mention to YL that I m still not used to be a follower at work. I prefer leading more actually. Like in the committee for CCAs when I was in sec and poly...or even as a trainer...I think it's more fun and challenging to plan stuff rather than just be a blind follower when you cant have any say on your own. =(... and obviously there's nothing you can say "NO" to...

Of course being committee also not always full of laughter and fun. There are times you get fed up and irritated. But still I prefer to lead than follow at work...hee... looking forward to the lifestyle I dreamt I always wanted.

I've never given up on my beloved dream...

Haiz...

2010-02-02T23:04:00.002+08:00

I don't know why.

Today my head kind of lose control and my jaws move like there's a spring...

Everything nod head. Everything say ok.

Cum out then realise I feel so much an idiot to agree that I would.

Haiz...

BIG THANKS TO FAMILY =O^

2010-01-29T23:01:00.003+08:00

Oh yes! i think i didnt have an entry to thank my daddy, mummy, and sisters yet !!!!

All these while when I work late, they will da-bao dinner, home-cooked or buy from outside de food... for me and we will go shopping to shop n find a place to eat! And also fetch mehome coz i lazy to walk to take bus!

I guess its really coz of TRUE love for me.

What have I done for them??

Lucky Lucky and Lucky

2010-01-29T22:50:00.002+08:00

Yes!

I so lucky to see bus 14 coming, so I board the bus. And I am so lucky that when the bus reaches the stop outside NTUC, I saw Fong Fong board the bus also!!! I tried to wave to her, but she din c me, and went up to the 2nd deck. So I call to say I saw her. And obviously she gt a shock, thought I tail her (maybe?) haha. So I went up to look for her lo... Then talk talk talk and talk till I reach... She also on the way to work lo... And both of us feel so damn sian abt having to go work early in the morning...

And Yes!

I got everything settled by the end of the day, and tidied my place... but sad to say, still got 2 big stack of papers to file...=( But anyway, its already 8.45pm when I left... so yeah I did my part... since start I never knock off on the dot, so dun nid dream of meeting me after work or else u all will faint waiting for me (i really mean it)... cz too many things to close and check liao, especially mth end... haiz...

But anyway I am very happy to c FY today cz its very very long since I saw her... and Yes!

Tomorrow FY is 21!!! Happy for her, but seriously felt guilty coz I dont know how to celebrate for her like what her poly cliques did for her...

Anyway, Happy Birthday FY!! ^,^

Up-Up-Up Updates

2010-01-20T00:44:00.002+08:00

Yo people! Its been a week!

I am here to announce where I working: Panasonic - Administrative Officer.

Ok I finally realized this is not so easy and too over boring job as I always imagined.

"Siew Ling, do you know how to answer the phone?" --> 2 times I heard. Sarcastic remark or a learning experience? I'll rather take in the positive one.

This is the 3rd week but I am still confused about certain procedures. But well never mind... I'll learn ... FAST & VERY WELL! I want to let her drop her eyes BIG! hmph! & anyway many things I cannot access as I am still a temp. So why contradict yourself by asking me to do the stuff by myself, when some functions I cannot even access... Lamer!

And yes, I want to say the CPU actually bombed on my left foot today with a loud "bong"! I feel such an idiot to have moved the CPU just beside a whole lot of unstable BIG & HEAVY ring files! And so it gets swollen, and am waiting for the egg to be cooked and place the hottie stuff on my bare foot, to let the blood flow, and not get jammed.

Scary!! ;(

Actually the girls are nice people but I don't really like HER. In my impression, she only knows how to suck up to MD and say till her work very hard, very bo bian...don't know how to describe but just doesn't have much positive impact to me...so...yah...that's why all 4 are probably leaving by June.

Not excluding the normal office politics and unnecessary gossips. Especially the dept are ladies... Yeah that's why I kept silent throughout these 2 days.

Don't wanna say things that unknowingly offend others. Just do as you are told. And your day will pass very peacefully.

Improve

2010-01-13T00:18:00.004+08:00

Learning new stuff everyday. Hope I get better everyday.

Made mistakes here & there every now and then. But still hope I had done better than yesterday.

Example: Yesterday I had a big confusion over the name of a person and the name of his co. N she had a big confusion on pronouncing my name in CL. But still we had a big laugh over it.

N till today morning then I realized I didn't give the important thing to them. But luckily problem resolved with no one being hurt in the process.

Thanks everybody for helping me, guiding me from the very start. Also forgiving me for the big thing that I forgotten that makes you (as well as me) panic the whole morning.

I felt lucky to have you people -- Fun @ Work, and being serious when you need to. Thanks for letting me feel relaxed and safe to be with you.

Today is also the first time we had that little celebration. I so enjoyed myself these days with you people.

Let's hope we still get the chance together. Go Go Go! ^^

First Day

2010-01-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

A fresh new start.

A fresh new environment.

A fresh new group of people.

A fresh new role with fresh new responsibilities.

Happy New Year

2010-01-01T17:10:00.002+08:00

Today is the 1st day of 2010!

Stay happy. Stay healthy. Stay in touch. =D

Happy New Year!

Life...

2009-12-24T00:34:00.000+08:00

Life is so fragile...

Got a shocking news.

I'm lost...

Recent stuff

2009-12-22T01:29:00.003+08:00

Yo! Mm...i've missed out some entries actually, so will post up some short descriptions of some "special" happenings..

17th Dec: Mum's birthday celebration at Sushi Tei @ West Coast Plaza! We also went around shopping and went then to Orchard Road to see the lights again and also went to CitySquare Mall at Farrer to take a look. All the shops were closed but we just roamed around to see what kind of shops there are.

18th Dec: Mummy birthday!! Afternoon, receive a news that my second uncle is in hospital coz he fell and broke his left arm, and gotta go surgery. But since today is mum's birthday, we didn't pay him a visit at the hospital but my small uncle did and actually warned us not to go, coz it's very troublesome getting there, coz of H1N1... And that afternoon, eldest uncle came and gave mum a AngBao and mummy so happy that she hugged her brother haha...And at night, of course, we had our durian cake! Mum chose herself at Bukit Panjang Plaza when we went out for lunch with Dad.

19th Dec: Mum n Eldest sis went to pay a visit to second uncle at his home with 3rd uncle and family. But I was at home coz just felt tired to go out...and helped to do some chores at home. Then at night dad n me went to eldest uncle's home to fetch mum n sis.

20th Dec: My niece, Weng Ming Hui, one month old lo! Went to my cousin house for a little celebration and also a little gathering with my long time no see cousin! We had cake! My cousin's friends also went. The house was very crowded that we didn't where to sit. So if i get a seat, i'll just stay there for some time...ha. And yah, we watched "Zhu Ge Hui She" i don't know if you know who is the taiwan famous host, Zhu Ge Liang. Ya we watched the disc bought by my cousin, and 1 disc actually lasted for 4hrs, as said by my uncle... and yeap its funny! ^^

21st Dec: Nothing special. Went for lunch as usual with parents and mum was telling dad about another cousin of mine, not wanting to go school, NS or work, and became very rebellious. Ermm..upon hearing this, I was abit guilty and assured mum that before I found a job, I will still be at home and helping her with the chores, and yes I did look out for jobs, but part time or contract... I didn't feel like working full time actually...just dont like the feeling that I had to stick my butt to the chair in an air-conditioned room, staring at the computer screen for 8-9 hrs or more a day... Freelance or part-time ok..so yes thats the kind of life i wanted -- many part time but never a full time...but i know, mum let me do these only before i turn 21...and after that i need go full coz of CPF! i hate to admit the fact that i need to work then i got CPF for retirement, and i seriously dont like it be the reason i work. So still i'll find something i like! =)

Went to Sheng Siong after lunch and saw an uncle actually put his hand into the fish tank and grab the most "calm" fish and put it into the basket. and the fish still jumps and jumps till it reached another basket, and fights hard to breathe hoping it can survive, but too bad no one can save it, though i feel very guilty...and disgusted. Coz i really cannot imagine us humans, being so cruel, eating the flesh meat of the animals...But I heard China people had even more cruel and heartless methods of eating monkeys and fish LIVE!

Err hmph... i feel like vomitting...

Holiday

2009-12-12T21:40:00.002+08:00

Down with high fever of 38.5 degree for the whole of yesterday until I went to the doctor... Mum helped me brew some herbal tea and put ice on me...Thank You Mummy!! ^.^

Took MC for today, and slept through the whole morning! Went to fetch sis and to People's Park for lunch. Felt like vomitting, so didn't ate a lot. Then went to OG shopping!

Ok let me talk about my "Getting my way to the toilet" adventure. It's not that I didn't know the way to the toilet...

We were at B1 and I said I need to go toilet (In fact, I had a stomachache, and sis stuffed wet and dry tissues to me. I have no where to put so hold in hand...I guess everyone knows where I'm going...). So I went up to Level 2 (the first level to have a toilet -_-!) -- it says cleaning in process. So I go up to level 3. It's a super duper long queue, and went up to level 4, but one glance, I couldn't find the toilet, can only see many many kids and their parents, very noisy. Finally I went up to Level 5 and was happy the queue isn't too long! I happily queued behind two aunties but one auntie who just came out of toilet, say all the flush spoiled. The two aunties then say, "huh? then must be very smelly lor? ..." Upon hearing this, I quickly went back down to level 3, it's still very long queue and two janitors actually blocked my way to queue cause they're going to clean toilet. So ask me go level 4...

Honestly after running up and down the whole OG i am tired already, and stomach is not in pain anymore. Anyway, I pass by level 2, so went back to the toilet to take a look. And yes! it's a short queue! and the toilet is cleaned! Finally I get to the toilet!

And there ends my toilet journey...I dont know how come its so difficult to get to the toilet...but anyway...its over.

Lesson learned: Never go out shopping, especially during school holidays and especially for people who like to go to the toilet so often. =(

Time Flies

2009-12-02T18:18:00.002+08:00

Time flies, it's the last month of year 2009!

What have you done this year that is unforgettable and memorable?

I guess other than my graduation this may, then also first time in my life did I went for so many interviews and yes, this is also the year I went through much emotions and many thoughts....

Looking at those children, I cant help but thought of my childhood as well. I do really want time to go back as those are the only times I truly felt happy and the real me. Now? I have no idea. I guess I am trying but things just wont be the same.

Yesterday I had a Pri 6 friend found me in Facebook and added me. Honestly I cant believe it's her, that I even message to ask if it's really her! Of course it's not that I dont believe she'll change to this look -- strong make-up, golden long, straight hair and definitely very IN and pretty, just shocked, coz as compared to all of my friends, I am still the same old me -- fat, short hair, nothing to be amused about (i guess), very easy to recognize. haha...

Sometimes I thought of initiating a mini gathering, but I dont know if they are still the same as before -- fun-loving, jokes around... or for my dancer friends, do they still love the type of dance we used to perform, do they still have the passion for it?

Many of my friends have their own circle of friends like some are close to those poly friends, some are to their cca friends, pri or sec sch classmates or those at work... But i guess i am none of the above. haha... Perhaps, I have become "a-very-isolated-from-the-outside-world" person, over the years.. and I do not trust people as much as I do in the past because I am always and forever hurt by the incident...

People grow up, learn and change, because:

Change is the only thing that never change in the world.

Bye to Panda = Hi to Santa

2009-11-26T23:22:00.003+08:00

Today went to see a doctor for under my eye gets a little swollen... and my dad still thinks its funny to say I look like panda eyes! And nonetheless, mum chips in to say when the real China pandas come, they'll see me as their own kind! Omg! -o-! Nvm its good to make others laugh and be happy. ^^ so ok laugh all you want for now.

Anyway yes went to the doctor and said I am senstive to air pollution and dusts and whatever is dirty, and recently many people get this...so be careful people, especially if you sneeze non-stop everyday like me...coz its a symptom to sensitive to dirts in the air...

And after work mum and sis came to fetch me and after dinner, we went to Orchard to see the lights and feel the atmosphere. It really feels like Xmas this year! The lights are really amazingly nice! Especially for the first part of Orchard Rd. And yes there's a big jam since tomorrow is a public holiday.

* Will put up a video of photos tomorrow. =)

Seen Through

2009-11-23T22:59:00.007+08:00

Chosen this moment to blog, because I just felt so unhappy. So I'm actually trying to filter out some happy stuff to blog about for today.

This afternoon went for a new salon for a hair cut. Felt so refreshed and light. And met Ain at MRT to office to submit our timesheets.

After that we went to Amara which is the nearest shoppping mall (and which looks so classy), and ate at Burger King. There is no crowd since it is office hours. Yep and we are that free that we actually had a very BIG headache thinking of what to do for these 2 months. So well, while eating, we talked about the days in CTPS, since we were both from the same school...and later moved on to secondary and then poly life... I really enjoyed that feeling, because I had lost that feeling of talking to friends about anything under the sun and laughed, or scold others...

Then we went window shopping around the mall and saw a company, Comat Training. The first look at it makes us feel it is somehow related to ACP. =O ! I mean really, the logo, the colour of the walls, the TV ... just gives us the feeling of ACP.

After that we also went to the Music Junction at Raffles Exchange (is it? I cant rmb is what Exchange) But anyway, it is at the Tanjong Pagar MRT there.

Really enjoyed this. I missed this feeling. My friends are either busy with work or school (majority)...

Oh did I say I found the DI group on Facebook about 3 days ago?? Yup, they are actually hoping us , ex-students of Mr Low to go back for dance but the trainings on Sundays...I thought is a family day, so didnt want to join until now.

But I guess I seen through some things....And might consider to leave some place, and join another...

I did It!

2009-11-23T00:25:00.001+08:00

Yay! I know how to make my blog come back! =D

Wahaha...

??

2009-11-22T17:08:00.000+08:00

Shit! What did I do to my blog?!

I cant find the part to change the layout eh!

Describe yourself

2009-11-20T17:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i just thought of a question, like I'm always asked at interviews:

" Tell me about yourself." "Can you describe yourself?"

Honestly I hate to be asked this question. Duno y. Guess I dint know about myself? Can I answer "You'll know me as time goes by. So dun ask me this now." -_-! Then the next thing I know will be out of the company without any successful job.

There's always two sides to each of us. If you say you are cheerful, optimistic, able to take stress and blah blah. Then what if the first task only, you are not able to do all these?

Any idea how you would answer if people ask you this?

Happy Day

2009-11-19T15:36:00.000+08:00

Yohoo! Today class cancelled at HWS! I'm overjoyed!! Coz my ears can be freed from vulgars for at least 2 more hours a week! (Yes the students speak vulgars as their main language...)

Whaahah.. and that means 1 more day and I'll end all the classes! Yesh! GoodBye ACP! wahahaha

Jingle Bell Jingle Bell

Jingle all the way

Oh what fun it is to have

Freedom coming to me!

Felt like idol

2009-11-16T21:49:00.000+08:00

Ok today lesson at APS. We let them do quiz throughout and break 15 mins.

Haiz. I saw two girls playing Cafe World in Facebook, and it is really very slow for the cook to cook the food. So I KPO go say "why you dont play Restaurant City? It's faster." Then they suddenly very excited "Teacher, you got play Restaurant City ah? What's your name? We want add you!" Of course, I bo bian, give them. And not leaving my friend, Ain out! Haha... When they crowd round and ask me for email and username, I feel like idol being asked for signature sia! haha...

So after class, went NYP for lunch with Ain, Asma and the new guy, Taufiq. So coincident that Asma, Taufiq and I are Taurus and also Asma and I live in the same area! Waha...Lucky all four of us live towards the west, so we are able to board the same train direction.

Quite fun today. And YES! 3 more classes to self-proclaimed, end of service with ACP!! Wohoo!

A stranger's wedding dinner

2009-11-13T21:11:00.000+08:00

Had last lesson at Corporation and same thing, I gave the students Kit Kat! They snatched like hungry ghosts sia! But yea, overall very fun with them!

At night, attended a wedding of someone we never knew even existed! The guy is my father's auntie's son (i think so)... and it's at Forama Hotel. The service is lousy and the food is not nice one loh! The chicken is not fully cooked, like we see blood near the bones...Disgusting man!

Its not a wonderful dinner anyway. When taking pictures, the bridegroom and bride never even thank us for attending.

Discoveries

2009-11-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

Suppose to meet Ain to set the revision questions for APS at 1330. Ended up we meet at only at 2pm. Went for lunch then to library to start working on the revision questions.

Tried out the mock Microsoft Office Specialist (MOS) questions given by company and in the process, surprisingly, we didn't know some of the features that were all along in PowerPoint. So yeah made some discoveries. And we split up the work.

But when we want to get down to our own part of work, suddenly, both our minds get blocked! We were literally staring at the screen with no idea what to type, especially me. Hence, we decided to go back home since its 8 already.

I felt very happy today coz we had chatted a lot, from work to what we like to do, not like to do, even our idols and our experience going for their concert or autograph sessions etc... I think its very long ever since I go out with friends outside work time or school time. I missed these times.

So thanks Ain! =D 2 more weeks to go , so hang on there!! Rest well and Lets get to work tml then hahaha..

Last lesson

2009-11-10T12:48:00.000+08:00

Last lesson with the Tuesday class kids. Didn't actually feel anything when I woke up this morning.

After 3 -4 weeks of rest from the IT lesson, the students actually forgotten and greets me Mrs Tan! = Cause they greeted their teacher Mr Tan then me, so maybe they think it sounds so logical to call Mr Tan and Mrs Tan. Anyway, used to students mixing up Mrs, Miss and Mdm.. They just cannot differentiate all that. Forget it. They'll know someday.

Last night went to NTUC with my mother to buy 3 packets of Kit Kat for the kids. By right should have left 7 bars (is it the right word? ok whatever). But cause by left, I agreed that they can take more than one if they want, (and of course they want), so in the end, those who came late, had nothing! ahaha... but I just told them to get from their friends who had taken more than one.

Jac is the trainer for another class and she's having her last lesson half an hour after mine ends. Only then she gave me the evaluation forms, when my class students already happily left for recess and dance rehearsals. So bo bian (no choice), I got to run around the whole school to hopefully get one of them, but to no avail. In the end, after half hour of running about, I finally saw the teacher in-charge of the class, and passed the forms to him, which he'll give me back on Fri.

So that ends my Tuesdays early morning job! Yes! 2 more weeks to go to end with ACP! And then I'll be free!!

"I believe I can fly. I believe I can touch the sky. Spread my wings and fly away.Ohh..."

Kumon Graduation 2009

2009-11-08T12:23:00.000+08:00

Wow! I finally graduated from the Kumon Maths Programme!

Left Pic: shows how the board look like on the left side of the stage

Cert and plague

This year there are 3 completers and 3 Gold Advanced Student Honour Roll (ASHR) form our centre.

Yes! Finally we showed "We Can Do It!"

Triple Happiness

2009-11-07T00:02:00.000+08:00

It's "triple happiness" day! Why?

First up on the list is: Ah Kor ROM.
Congratulations! Best Wishes to you! =)

Following is: NP Wushu got the overall champion for IVP 2009!
Congratulations! Thank you for all your hard work to bring up the club and allowing to live again! Keep it up and especially to those who got hurt or injured, do take care and rest well. =)

Last but not least: A birthday celebration for Big Boss (my eldest uncle) in advance, together with my younger cousins at Long Beach!

Today we had alot of fun while eating and shopping around at IMM, especially cause we got the boy who has many lame jokes and many stuff to share with us... haha... and after that gathered at my house with Big Boss. Its quite some time ever since they came to my house. Full of laughter and filled with happy atmosphere, and don't see they siao siao like that, they got some music talent (i suppose)! haha...

Thanks boys! Do come often! ^,*

A gift from them to us

2009-11-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

Went to CPS with Yuling today EARLY in the morning 8am. Ok actually both of us felt damn sianz and were thinking very hard what to do with the students for the 1.5 hr, but something just spice up our day!

Yes, it's the sweets as shown above! You might think why sweets make you felt spiced up for the day. We don't buy the sweets ourselves ok. The students gave us a whole lot of sweets when they came in.

They were actually in half uniform and jeans and track shoes, and caps with small bags and many packets of snacks, tidbits and stuff. Acually today they were going to Sungei Buloh for excursion, but who would thnk that a teacher of theirs, actually asked them not to go for the excursion, but to stay in school for this 1.5hr IT class!!! OMG, sadded for them can!

Luckily, they were taught on video effects and transistions and they had fun making their movie damn slow and another group making it fast forward.

Oh yah, and they said we are better than their teachers in-charge! Wahahahaha...happy neh!

Well tomorrow is NP Wushu IVP lo! Jia You! Wait to hear good news from you guys!

Adventure 19 Oct

2009-10-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

Omg today went to Vivo two times in a day! How fun is it! haha... I love going to Page One! Enjoy the atmosphere, the music, the nice and friendly staff, the books and the knowledge I got from there, the seats, the layout of the shop like a maze...

I read a Chinese book today and only today I actually realise there is something call Mandarin Phonics Sign (MPS) or symbol.. cant remember the full name... There is also a book teaching u to write the Chinese characters in the ancient way, which I had wanted to learn so much. But I still didnt buy. I have another cheaper way to learn in mind haha!

I'm on the look out for some part time jobs....

Disheartened

2009-10-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

Very sad today, especially.

I saw bitten fingernails under the bed, left by someone, over the night.

Someone I so respected, so trust, so thought she is "Wow! How come her results are so good and knowledge so wide?!"

These few years after being with someone, who has no basic courtesy, no basic manners, not any gentleman, a hypocrite who only know how to 拍马屁, and pestering ... she got influenced and became such a girl who speaks vulgars, gets angry easily for something people who correct her mistakes, lazy, unhygienic, inconsiderate, and thinks they are the only people in the room or house, ignoring the others' feelings.

She basically already lost my trust, my respect over the years. I just want to treat her as an outsider I never want to know...

You think it's nothing, because you NEVER care what happens or what needs to be done or helped at home. But to the person who do her best to clean the house, every corner every inch, just to make sure all of us live well in a clean, hygienic environment, so we dont fall sick easily, is very unfair. She thinks of you every time she's out with me. Think what are you doing, have you eaten, what time will be back, and constantly checks her phone to make sure she doesnt miss out any calls you may make to her. But ALWAYS none. All you care about is your own world.

YOU ARE NOTHING! YOU ARE NOTHING!

I thought of posting the lines below on Facebook, but again, it will offend lots of people who knows me. So I left it here:

What is L-O-V-E? Why it has so much power & influence?

I just came to realise when couples are together, you know they are of the same kind. When one of them is a self-centered person, another will become one too, someday.

I really hope I would never be one of the kind.

Not happy & not looking forward at all to give you any of my best wishes.

I celebrated Deepavali Too !

2009-10-18T00:12:00.000+08:00

It's so funny to see two of my friends' have their most recent post on their blogs as 14 Oct, same as me (exclude today's)! Do we all feel we need to write something on the 14th?? haha...

Yesterday Yuling went on MC and I took over the class, but funnily, I Hwa came down to be my assistant...and she arrived only at 9.30, which is half an hour more to lesson end.. I thought she might as well dont need to come. But anyway drove her to the MRT station since I'm on the way home. She asked if I'm going to continue after my contract, and I replied I'm still considering.

Honestly speaking, I personally feel, now with her and Joreen is a little bit better than when Gwen and Yvonne are around. At least I got notification early for cancellation of class or that they want me to take up any assignments. And they are also starting to clear up my pay and assignment forms are given on time. There may be still a little chance that I'll continue if I dont get any other job offers. And if I do, I'll work as full time, then I can just station in one school, not having to run around the whole Singapore.

I pieced up the 3D puzzle ball very fast! coz every piece has a number and direction arrow to where you should put the next piece behind every piece of puzzle. Nice right?

At night, we went to fetch sis from the ariport. I did the poster to fetch her but felt so embarrass to raise it up. Like I'm "mountain tortoise"!! But I still did.. haha..We had steamboat for dinner at East Coast. HOT! But the soup superly tasty.

Today went out with mum and 2 sis ONLY! Finally for a Sat! I do treaure these times when we are together only as a family ON OUR OWN. We had fun and laughters and sisters bought new year clothes and elder sis and me bought our new year Converse shoes at Vivo. We also went to Hans for heavy lunch.

My father came to look for us and had some drinks and bread at ToastBox, our usual place before leaving Vivo. And today is Public Holiday and there is not a need for carpark fees!! YEAH!

I had a happy holiday, do you? *,~

Happy Deepavali!

Lonely

2009-10-14T23:07:00.000+08:00

Was watching a video of my niece posted by her father's elder sister -- my cousin. haha..

and also went to view my friends' and cousins' facebook photos.

Suddenly I feel very lonely.

I dont know if I actually have true friends. I dont know if I even have just friends.

Confused.

Last time I thought i have a group of very nice and close friends, 1 of them even I consider as my sis.

maybe because all of us have grown up. All of us have our own personal things to deal with.

We dont meet up. We dont contact. Only add in facebook, friendster, MSN... Then what?

As though we never met each other, never known each other at all...

m--i--a

Feedback

2009-10-13T16:30:00.000+08:00

Omg today I reach at the school at 9.15am and I ganna complained! Ok lah its my fault for being blur. Coz I followed the lane that is in jam, which actually I dont have to go that way. zzz...and also I woke up late...So hmm.. I learnt my lesson. I'll arrive 1/2hr early for anything next time, especially for class at schools!!! =( Sadded...

Though I Hwa say never mind, when I say sorry to her for the school's feedback that I'm late for 15 mins, but I still think it will kinda affect my pay and performance in their impression.

It is said as "feedback" instead of the word "complain" ... But still ... its a bad record.

I'm probably blacklisted. =(

Departure @ Airport + + +

2009-10-12T15:37:00.000+08:00

Today all of us woke up around 5.30am to get prepared to send sis off to the airport coz she's going to Shanghai for 5 days for work. Heard the temperature there is 13 -15 degrees only! Oh no...

After I reached home, just sleep..for 4hours and had lunch! Superly tired, and worse is...I'm actually worrying about what to do for class tml, coz I din actually prepare anything yet.

(Oh shit! I feel like sleeping again!) Oh right! Time to bath! Update again.

10 October 09

2009-10-10T22:37:00.000+08:00

Today today today... Oops I forgotten what I wanted to write... =~ give me 5 mintues to recall....

mm...ok today is one of my friend's bday, I still rmb! cause I ... remember...(diao!!) so, Happy Birthday la! hee...

Went to Kumon for 6hrs today! Yeah! I arrived 10.35-10.45 like that,and saw many students outside the class, coz teacher not yet reach to open the door...so I went to walk around till 11 den go in. The mister not here for this whole week cause heard he sprained his back. Hmm..what did he do leh?? haha..i dont know, but all the best to him and get well soon! haha

Then I want to announce something good, is that there are 2 students whose Chinese characters always ganna scolded by us for untidy handwriting. Today they dont know what happen, they write until quite neat and tidy, without us reminding eh! You know at least the '口' doesnt look like 'O'

Very busy during class time, and I made a mistake. Got 1 student take test should be group 1 (Excellent), then I see wrong timing, so become Group 2...Lucky Ms Elaine found out and come tell me nicely...coz she made that mistake before...hee...but blur me! And the after class work is also not easy today. Got quite a lot of files to pack before I leave.

And I want to say something bad, from ACP. APS schedule ganna postpone to 2 Nov then resume!! Oh ass! Then when are we going to finish the lessons sia... Another thing is about Hong Wen's schedule. Give me a schedule that end up having one date that falls on Deepavali and another on a Sunday!! Please loh, never even check then say 'Thanks for the notification. To Joreen, please revise the assignment form as of the dates stated below.' which is the dates I said I got from Huda! How irresponsible! But lucky Joreen replied to ask her to give the exact dates before she change anything.

Oh yes! something important! I dropped my phone on the toilet floor at Kumon! Lucky is at Kumon...if not...but its WET! somemore LCD screen facing the floor eh!! omg...smelly! even after I wipe...just now then sis help me use antibacterial paper to wipe...=( sadded...

~ Pondering: Why is it that we want to help and work for others, but never do we think of helping out at home for our family? ~

On Leave

2009-10-05T16:40:00.000+08:00

Wondering why I am here to write a post at this time, when i should be in Anderson Pri? haha yesh! Lesson cancelled today! And it's such a good news to hear about when i woke up. Finally a break from the kiddies!

Whew! Sis is on leave today so both of us + parents went to Marsiling for lunch: Claypot Bak Kut Teh! Nice eh! But sadly on the way we talked about tomorrow's stuff, and hurt father's heart unintentionally... =( And he got said by mum for making me angry by asking me doing things that I dont like. But actually I not angry, coz I know he did it out of concern, but I think I should solve the problem myself and not make everyone go here go there, do this and that just for me, coz I really do feel bad. Wanted to say sorry but dont know how come the mouth just dont know how to say the words.

Anyway I think everything and everyone is fine now. And I just checked the directions myself for tomorrow. =D

Happy Children's Day !

2009-10-02T00:56:00.000+08:00

Oops sorry I'm late! haha.. but never mind, still wish all of you a Happy Children's Day!

Today went for something special and bought some stuff I longed for, with mum and sisters at Marina Square. Apologize to you if you want to know what are the things I did and buy, cause I won't reveal any at the moment! hee... secret...

But we had so much fun laughing and taking photos and saying some very crap stuff, which we think they are funny! haha... mum mum so cute!! hee...

And daddy is drunk! omg... but he still know his way home and is sleeping very soundly now. Probably too happy cause today is Children's Day. haha...

All right! Gotta go! Nites! ^,^ Hope you did enjoy this day like I had!

I'm Drained!

2009-09-28T18:14:00.000+08:00

It's been a week since my last post. In between actually got a lot of posts in mind, but lazy to write here.

Have been receiving assignment almost everyday, 5 days a week. Plus my original part-time job on Sats. That makes me work 6 days a week. Quite tiring but quite fun also haha ...

Have been looking out for jobs, and in this line (education) but with another company by next year. And I also want to settle down just in a school, like residential trainer. I just started to develop some interests in this line.

Went back to collect my pay and saw all the ladies wear all black and somehow felt their face look the same. I already cannot differentiate between I Hwa and Joreen. But anyway, my pay is a bit more than I expected for July in Corporation. But still they didn't pay me ALL those I sent out in mid August. Never mind, from next month onwards, what I'll do is to go down to office to submit the October's timesheets on 31st October. Then ask whoever received to sign for acknowledgement. Then I should expect my pay for the month of October by 31st November.

Will this method work? I don't know. But you'll never know unless you try. Actually I also thought of asking them if can conduct certification courses for us, the staff, but most likely is 'wait long long' loh. Coz it's like the P3 students, even P2s are actually going to take microsoft certification at the end of each year. It is compulsory for them to take at least one certification in their 6 years of Primary studies. And 1 certification only costs them 96.30! And they don't need to pay for the class fees also! How lucky they are, but they are not at all treasuring it.

Forget it. I'm drained of energy to think so much.

Get Well Soon, Girl!!

2009-09-21T01:16:00.000+08:00

I'm terribly sick! Down with diarrhea! ='(

SL is LS-ing the whole day!! omg...

2009-09-17T10:11:00.000+08:00

I'm at CHIJ Our Lady Queen of Peace today. The school is so WoW! The teachers and admin staff very nice people. The TA also very relax.

I came and got a shock that I need to teach a P3 class on creating a site using webs.com. I stare at it for at least 5-10 mins, then luckily the teacher say help me teach and I assist her. haha...so 1 hour just passed.

And the next class suppose to come in at 9. Until 9.05 still no one came. So the TA ask me go up to fetch them. I went but the teacher say they are having Maths lesson till 9.30am, and they should have ICT lesson on Wednesdays. Then ask me go check my timetable again...So i go ok...and told the TA about it. And guess what?! He smile and say, "ohh then never mind loh. This teacher abit blur one. As long as you inform them its ok already." ??? Weird right??

And 10.30 suppose to have a class coming in, but the TA tell me 10-11 is their recess so we can go for break also. But I say "huh? but 10.30 to 11.30 got 1 class eh!" Then he say "huh?normally dun haf one, coz they recess....mm ok loh." so again he smile and went for his break. Then now i'm still in the lab waiting, don't know if they will come a not, coz just a while ago, asked a few P5 studentsm and they say their recess end at 10.30am...amd this 10.30 class is P5 one...lets c...

爸，对不起。Sorry, dad.

2009-09-17T00:48:00.000+08:00

爸，对不起。

每次你要给我零用钱，是因为怕我不够用。每次你要接送我上下班、上下学，是因为怕我要太早起床去搭车太累，怕我会迟到。但我却一直拒绝你的好意。

我很感激你不管多早都要起来载我去上学、上班。我很谢谢你常常问我够不够钱用。但我绝对不是故意不领你的情。

虽然“放手，也是一种爱”，而我也知道，不管我到几岁，你和妈妈心中的我都是长不大的小孩。你们也还是会无时无刻在我身边保护及关心我。

但我只是想让你们可以有多一点时间休息。你们幸苦抚养我平安长大20年。我也应该学会独立，换换我来关心你们、照顾你们。好吗？

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I apologise every time I reject your kind offer either giving me allowance or giving me a lift.

Of course I love the way you are so supportive and encouraging to me.

But it's not I don't want, is because I want to learn to be independent.

I need to learn to take care of myself as well as protect you and your health.

You have taken care of me for 20 years.

Now it's time you rest and enjoy, let me take care of all that I can do, to help you lighten your burden.

To let go, is also a way of

LOVE

2009-09-15T22:51:00.000+08:00

Few more upcoming assignments. Going to travel a lot from West to North East, from West to the North and back to the West...

Planned quite a number of things to do to show the students for different classes. Not much time to do own things also. Shit, owe many sets of worksheets again! =(

Though abit tired talking to the students sometimes if they are not interested in the lesson, but dont know why, i like to help plan the lesson plans and sample works to show them. Imagining myself being a very responsible, a "very-good-with-students" teacher... Oh i got all these imagination from TV dramas hahahaha...

i especially like GTO, "The Great Teacher Onizuka", handsome 反町隆史! *o* I dont know watch the VCDs how many times already. Every school holiday sure watch once. hehe... But now a bit busy, will find time to watch again haha...

Wanna join me? haha

i'm Back! (with many stories to tell)

2009-09-08T00:54:00.000+08:00

It's been a week since my last post. coz i'm lazy haha... many times many thoughts run through my brain, want to note them down, but am just very lazy to do so...hahaha...sorry, cant change =p

Mm...where should I start from?

2nd Sept is lao da's bday & wad we did? EAT CAKE! & open presents, & yah! I think is that day lao er on MC, no work, so pa, ma and lao er came to SAPS fetch me & we went to West Mall to shop for da's present after lunch. Pa got her a 18K SK ear ring! WOW!! haha... and he wanted me to pierce my ears! & I ... OF COURSE, reject on the spot! yes! not scared of pain, but so long din put le, very not used to it.

then comes...4th Sept! Yuling say going for comp so I took over the class on Fri. I damn scared at first, duno why. Maybe got some "students kong ju zheng". I figured almost 10 mins on how to start the video recording, den lucky the teacher helped me. & yah, from there I found out that the school is abit old-minded. They still use tape to record! =| n the TA also very nice teach me how to save the video to computer.

As for the students? I tell you! They are natural actors and actresses, really! At the start of the lesson, I asked them to print out their scripts. BUT when they start video, they dun nid script, everything FREE STYLE! Really very funny and fun. One group topic is on fighting while playing soccer. They play the ball for like 5 mins, still haven go into the fighting part. My hands very tired already, then ask them "Are you ready to fight?" N they say, "Ok, restart restart!" =O no choice, restart. Then another group is on steal handphone. They very exaggerating can. The story at first thought end at teachers punish students. In the end, got one boy I think he act until so happy, he say "Come i bring you two go police station!" Then I was like, "HUH? You still want continue ???" hahaha... then they laugh! finally stop the act. Phew! if not one year also cannot finish their story, can shoot as drama liao. haha. anyway we had lots of fun, and thanks to them for their cooperation. But Tuesday class...i'm a bit worried actually. I dun noe if they can be so open like this class to act freely n cooperate. Without assistant, alone managing 29 of them, can I make it???

and today 7th and 8th Sept, I need go APS EARLY at 8.30am for their holiday class. Jac is the trainer for these 2 days coz Ain got class at Evergreen Pri. She's really good, a full-timer, in this line for more than 3 yrs at least. Not alot of stds came today, but they were all very cooperative. I think this is the first time for lessons, other than last week's test, do I see such quietness in the class. Wow... enjoyable ...

But i very tired, kip yawning in the class. Oh yes n so coincidence, the other trainer for the next class is Bryan. Haha he still rmb my name. Ya we met at Xishan Pri, where we are both told to be there for replacement. And Su Feng also came as his assistant. Hmm... 3 hours ... passed by happily! haha ... hope tomorrow too! ^u^

(P.S. I hope they dun address us as MRS again! oh my!)

But I enjoy children's innocence. =)

Happy Teacher's Day!!

2009-09-01T00:57:00.000+08:00

Yuhoo! It's Teacher's Day!

I got a surprise today! both my trainer & I. Know what?! We went APS to teach as usual, & every week we go, nothing good happens. BUT BUT today! One boy actually gave us a Teacher's Day present each!!

OMG! ~ UNBELIEVABLE ~ ! Really, especially our class. Who will expect la! hahaha...although there are rebels in the class, but also got very good students who actually changed for the better. Today no scolding, no punishment, so everybody very happy. & during the 1hr test, we actually witnessed a scene that one can never ever expect from P3-2 of APS! (I din take down the pic, but my trainer got, when i got the pic, will upload here, yea)

It's really damn quiet when they do the test, at least for that 1 hr! 0.0 How we treasure that moment! haha but abit not used to the so-quiet atmosphere haha

& today is their "Be Yourself Day", so all APS students can wear home clothes. Cool right?! I even saw fairy (with wings on her back), and the next class where Shufen is the assistant, their class got policeman, MJ haha our class though they wear home casual clothes, very cute, but the class monitor very funny, wear long sleeve white shirt and pants! haha & got 1 boy got in the "Talent Quest" finals, he performed skateboarding, and the class actually went to support him and even do boards that says "Kenric is CHAMPION!" haha I m touched by their class spirit oh!

Hope they can be like that every wk. When its time to quiet, they quiet; When its time to let go, they all play hard. Then I will love to go ther every Mon, n not dislike Mondays ~,^

Tonight also went to Mushroom Pot for dinner, celebrating Teacher's Day for me, and Da Jie's birthday in advance! Oh yes! Did I say, Mum n sis also give me present leh! hahaha...

Tomorrow OFF day! HAPPY!! YEAY! =D

2009-08-27T11:58:00.000+08:00

ytd new class at saps, and they were really noisy. but lucky only 27. tink caught cold le, kip sneezing. anyway, i like teaching there at saps, cz the kids r cute. n when i went there, got a girl from the previous class i taught still rmb n call me "chen lao shi"! ohhhh!! happy neh!! n ytd is 1st time, the class greet me and tell me "may god bless u" omg i buddhist, not amen! haha bt nvm la, got so many god protect me, i shld be happy right hahaha..

so erm...ytd night also watch the "wo yao chang xia qu" recorded on Tues. Very funny haha...had a gd laugh..

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Tues, my colleague at Kumon cum back from her chicken pox le! Still got some scars though. We almost a mth nvr c each other, kip toking abt shows n her chicken pox stuff. Very funny.

Last time got 2 other colleagues also we quite click, always tok some nonesense. Like got 1 uni gal, Liting jie, i rmb she kip saying i mark v slow, den make until she nid mark a lot hahaha. n got once, both of us waiting for the teacher to give us our pay, den we ask each other "what u waiting for?Still dont want go home ah!" yea our motive is just to persuade the other dont take pay hahaha..yea abit lame bt v fun.

n the other one, Evelyn jie, u cn noe she's here by her perfume smell, u dont c who cum also noe is her. n she always will buy some drinks or fd in,, n we always chiong to mark finish all the folders in the boxes. We always stay till late together n help each other finish their part of wrk, so that we cn both go home fast.

bt both of them left le, after many yrs wrking there. nw is me n this full-time jie jie. dont know her name actually, after wrking for so long together. haha, nvm la. anyway both of us tok abt the stds, my job, my studies, tv shows, chicken pox and everything lah haha..anything we can tok abt. She also share with me a green tea flavour de Kit-Kat, which her friend bought at Hokkaido, n is only available there! Woh how honoured am i?! haha..but its nice! =p

i calculated ytd night, from when i start wrk at acp till nw, my total pay (acp + kumon) haven reach $500 eh! omg! so i'm wrking tonight! haha...muz earn more n save! =D

2009-08-25T13:21:00.000+08:00

I woke up at ard 8, rush to clean up, thinking of driving my sis to MDIS at Orchard for her class today. But its raining so she decided to take train as there would be no jam, so faster. So I took the i-Weekly and went to bed lay doiwn and read.

Read, read, read...i finish the whole book and felt so sleepy, so fell asleep. And i actually slept until 12plus! When I woke up the "weather" is black. Not a word, not a look towards my direction. I dont know what is wrong. Is it because I slept too much? and this bad habit havent got out of me? yes...maybe. I really dont know what happened, just say to myself, "yes its my fault. All because of me." Maybe if from tomorrow onwards, I wake up super duper early, leave the house, and go back home super duper late, she dont see me, dont hear me. Will she feel better? If so, I will do it this time round. I wont be soft, and I wont turn back.

I really dont want because of me and my bad habits, make till the whole family has to face the "storm" everyday, every minute, every second. They worked hard, they have no wrong, so they shouldnt get this punishment.

Actually, I always say the stds at APS. But I think...I have no right. I dont even have the right to be a teacher. I am not fit to be one. Maybe this job that I am doing, doesnt even suit me. Maybe I should just...

Long Days

2009-08-21T23:41:00.000+08:00

Went to Xishan Pri as replacement support as told by IHwa. Was at the lab doing my own stuff until 8 when the office staff called me to go down to the office. N found that there's another ACP trainer here for replacement also! Then he very angry and called ACP people complain and threaten them say want complain to MOM. And we talked about ACP what what what ...while waiting for their call to see which of us have to leave, coz confirm they wun pay 2 of us, $55 each for a whole day of doing nothing. In the end, IHwa call me up ask me to leave, but say can claim transport fare and 1 hour of pay. But the guy, call Bryan, say he leave, let me stay, coz I come to Yishun from Clementi, and lucky his house only 10-15 mins walk from the school.

Mm..but anyway, nothing to do again today. Izwan, the TA is not here today, and his replacement TA, i think she left at lunch time or even before that, i dont know, coz we in different com lab...foe me, i finish the number "designs" as told by Izwan yesterday, but I didnt go find the HOD of IT, coz i heard he's PSLE Oral invigilator. Anyway, I printed out the stuff and left a note t the TA. Then I go youtube.com watch shows & sing songs, go popcap.com play games and check mails loh.

Today saw the mail got someone call Joreen Liu, CustCare Executive, send me all the assignment forms. Efficient, but never check. The school address also put wrongly. At Bukit Batok, she write at Bedok! Pls 1 west 1 east...very far from each other! *roll eyes* in the end, got to correct and re-check every piece is correct information. I also ask for today's form, also send me very fast. and very fast want me submit all by next week...

So...ya..jus finish putting all into envelopes, ready to be sent tml. These 2 days I woke up at 5.30am and ended work at 10pm, coz after the replacement work, go Kumon help out. Didnt take naps, but still wun lyk very tired. So yea! Kip it up!

Its time for bed! Nitez everyone! Tml gt to wake up early for wrk again. =) Jia you!

what i'm doing???

2009-08-20T15:35:00.000+08:00

Wah! I got 4 posts today! hahaha...ok actually just to update what I am doing now.

Just receive an hour ago, that I need design numbers 1-10 for the school to paste on the kiosks (some small computers for the kiddies' "public" use)..

And I actually used ILLUSTRATOR! hahaha..ok lah, not very fanciful designs, but then tomorrow still got to come, so will finalise again tomorrow, and got to print them.

Oh i actually get a chance to design!! wah hoo!! something i hope to try, but honestly speaking, really tests my brain leh! I am not very creative though I like to see people design.

Ok lah! I'm going to pee again! & will be back for I-L-L-U-S-T-R-A-T-O-R! Hohohohohoh!! ^o~

LUNCH NEWS

2009-08-20T13:17:00.000+08:00

oh gosh! I just came back from lunch at coffee shop, went to shit, then came back to IT resource room, drank water, and decided to open my email and see any replies to my mails from company, AND I found ------ from Kevin Lee:

"Gwen's last day with the company is yesterday, so for the time being, please liaise with I Hwa until further notice." !!!

felt sadded for her suddenly...suddenly missed her hahahaha...i crap? no lah! i cnt be so mean also right? she is the one who gave me this job k...haha..mm..really duno to laugh and be happy or be sad...

coz since I join this company, I only heard bad rumours, really bad...even schools complain about and terminate the company's service...and since i joined, two staff, Yvonne and Gwen left and plus I heard from my friends, some engineers were sacked and some other trainers resigned... and surprisingly, the engineers who were sacked, hop to another company which offer them a pay of at least 2X or 3X the pay (ard $3000??) they receive here! =O so being sacked isnt at all a bad thing for them right hahahaha....

i'm still ~~~~ unbelievable ... of this fact...omg.... (haiyo, kip running to the toilet duno how many times in every 2 hours...)

Bored

2009-08-20T11:30:00.000+08:00

I really cant understand why the teacher here at Xishan Pri wants to have a replacement to help him do nothing but play computer games...

if got things to do still ok...but NOTHING eh!! i think its the first time i play computer games and surf net for 10hrs - lunch break 1 hr = 9 hours!!! *stare*!! my eyes are popping out, and the air-con really damn cold, i dont know where's the control..

Oh ass! Let me off, pls! Its enjoyable to the guy who is on MC coz he can play warcraft & maple story, but not to me! Oh my... *sob sob* & i'm terribly hungry, but got to wait till 12...=\

Weebly !

2009-08-20T09:29:00.000+08:00

Yo people! How your guys doing? hahaha...

Ok I'm now at Xishan Primary for replacement the whole day actually (7.30am to 5.30pm). I reached damn early at 6.45am, and I have got nothing to do the whole 2 hours, from when I step in until now. So just surf net, surf net and surf net...I also done my report (on notepad, coz this com got no microsoft!) for CPS and SAPS already. And weirdly I also have not seen the HOD IT since morning...Only the TA Mr Izwan guide me along, and he is nice person! =)

I'm in the IT resource room now, have very cold air con blowing...and in front of me is a recording studio! Can imagine my idols singing live in front of me??? ~O~ oh no no no! I'm dreaming!! hahaha...

oh yes, and I found some notes left by the trainer (i think) who is on MC that there is another free web for blogs at Weebly.com. I went to try out and my link is http://chenxiulin.weebly.com The designs are more and you can add pages and like pro! so i can stop dreaming of being a web developer, because sure no lobang!

hahaha...alright, let's move on to...SURF MORE NET!! hahaha ... update again.

Lucky

2009-08-17T00:43:00.000+08:00

Reading the newspapers, full of tragedies. Some are natural disasters -- cant be helped; Some are man's doings -- they can avoid it. However I am more concerned for those who met natural disasters.

Suddenly I feel so lucky to be born in Singapore, a place where there are no natural disasters, with peace and security, with very good leaders as our government...and of course, so lucky to be able to open my eyes every morning and still see the sun, then the moon and the stars, my family and friends.

We cant control or choose where we want to born at, and who we want to be born to. So no point grumbling over all these. Just treasure everything and anything you hold, you see, you hear, you eat, or even smell.

Looking out there, there are so many people who want to live and lead a proper simple life, but they cant be it because of natural disasters or illness strike them. So dont anyhow give up your life. Dont do anything that hurts your body, your moral -- because it hurts your parents too.

Be grateful and appreciative. Be proud to live.

Look Ahead

2009-08-15T01:07:00.000+08:00

Yes, as the title suggest, I have also removed the blog archive if you notice.

"Why??"

Because we need to look AHEAD, not look back!! hahaha...

Ah! and damn ass hotmail, I cant read the mail coz the page got error, and its rated URGENT from Gwen!

"What to do?" Lucky I got Ain's hp no, heehee tml ask her forward me to my yahoo mail la! haha...^,~

Oh yes, today I worked 9am-10am and 6.30pm to 10.30pm. and both are part time. Suddenly feel like those very poor pple on TV shows, they nid to work at least 2 part time jobs to survive. haha...but fun eh!

Isnt it more fun to work part time, rather than full time? which sounds very bored (to me) hahaha...

Speech for Tues (CPS)

2009-08-15T00:23:00.000+08:00

Start of class -- 09:00 am:

"Good morning class. I am Miss Tan, and I'll be teaching you for the rest of the lessons.

Today we will focus on completing and/or refining your scripts. Can those students with the scripts saved under their workspace folder, switch on your computer? Ok, meanwhile, a show of hands, any groups already finish the scripts or storyboard?

(Best scenario: all raise up =D; Worst scenario: no hands up, all look at each other =\)

For this 1 hour, I want all of you to sit together in your group, to discuss about your script. If you have not finish, complete it today. If you have finish, think what else you can add in to make it better. For example, you can add in details like where is this happening, when, who do what, who say what or even who is thinking about what etc...

This is very important because if you anyhow write your script, then your video come out will be anyhow. Remember the first lesson 'Rubbish in, rubbish out' ? Ok?

Meanwhile I will go to every group to see your progress and help you. Alright? Let's start!"

(Walking round, looking at students' work & give feedback)

Ending class -- 09:55 am:

"Alright, that's all for today. Save your work and dont shut down! There will not be any class next Tuesday. I hope you can take some time to discuss and make your scripts more detail and more specific, so that it is easier for you when you do the actual video-ing the week after next.

Thank You class!"

So, I'm rather worried about not having enough time to complete their work.

The above is also what I have been trying to recite in my mind what to do with the students next Tuesday.

Pray hard everything goes well.

By the way, this can be a sample of their script right? hahaha....

I PASSED!!

2009-08-12T23:11:00.000+08:00

Yeah! I passed the completion test!! So surprised! 14/18 in 90mins.

I haven finish the worksheets actually. Yesterday & today morning and afternoon was reading the solution books like mad, in the end, go there, the staff say can refer solution book if forget formula hahaha..abit lame loh..

but initially I thought only me is unprepared, in the end, all 6 of us there are unprepared, and of course, got chance why dun c answer haha...everyone wants to pass well! hahaha...but we din copy la...i did most of them myself, only check 2 questions coz duno how to proceed after dng halfway, another 2 is careless mistake, and 2 forgot how to do.

I msg teacher Elaine to tell her I pass, and she say very good, well done! haha..happy leh! coz i dun wanna throw her face also...hee..until now, still so unbelievable! haha...

i'll have a good, sweet dream from now on! lalalala~~ haha

2009-08-11T21:16:00.000+08:00

Was on MC for these two days. All started from a sprain from playing badminton. haha..a long story, but its healing , just waiting for the bad skin to peel off itself, then everything will be back to normal! Yeah!

I think its damn ass to ask me take over Corporation de Tues class la. That class change two trainer le leh! Yuling teach first lesson, den gt change to Hong Wen. So Haslinah came for two weeks & now ganna me! & That Haslinah anyhow teach, suddenly teach Movie Maker out of a sudden, now i ganna to clear the mess she left! & worst is that KS thought all along i'm the one teaching Tues class! Ass! Today another trainer went to replace me as i'm on MC, and she said most of them actually started their storyboard and scripts from SCRATCH! OMG! Today is already the fourth lesson eh! & they haven got any script to follow, how to start filming! how??! I still thinking how to help them next week...the lesson plan might have to go backwards, like revise from first lesson...where got time!!! =,(

Mm..something to be happy about is, i tml still on MC, healing my leg, so dun nid go APS!! see those bunch of kiddies! really dun noe what to do with them. scold them punish them, like nothing to them. But, something very very bad is i ganna contract with APS till end of year!!! Oh S!

hah...算了，忍命吧！Things will turn better (someday, soon)...

1st teach

2009-08-05T22:48:00.000+08:00

ytd night went to kumon for work. it's so funny when i stepped in, then the other 2 teachers look at me, like y i'm there on a weekday. haha. i'm there actually to replace the other cher who had chicken pox. anyway, not v bz, bt still i enjoy it. =p

n today afternoon went to st anthony to tch p2 stds to type chinese in windows ime. i think i go through too fast and missed out some common problems that they'll encounter. so when i ask them go type a sentence each, they all start to raise up their hands, cz of login problem (the gal chose s-zone, instead of w-zone!), and y they change to chinese but still cum out english, and they can actually tell me how to insert (、)盾号 ! and many others prob...

i dun even noe ms words, which key is that sign! =O so..ya, learnt something from them also hee..1 boy actually ask me what to do after since he finish his work, and he proudlly suggested "write love letter ah?" haha..ok n another gal kind of scare me cz she cried when the class gng to end! i went to c, n so the reason is, somehow duno y, she deleted her wadever she typed, n when she wan to type something again, i say save n shut dwn com. so she cried! =(

bt anyway, tis is a very rush lesson plan in my mind that I have, so tch le abit anyhow...nxt time i'll improve (i try) =)

NDPs !!

2009-08-04T15:50:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! National Day is around the corner!

I LOVE National Days!
I LOVE the songs!
I LOVE the parades!
I LOVE the performances!

I LOVE SINGAPORE!!!

haha yea, i miss the days at schools singing the National Anthem and saying the pledge everyday. and also the NDP songs, which i always find very inspiring and motivating, except this year's...duno who is that guy singing, so no spirit...=\ just now at Sheng Siong heard the songs, I sang along but duno why got so much feeling, that almost drop tears...

Remember there's one year, i went to participate in Mr Low's dance performance for NDP. Although the organisers very ma fan, and the public who participate always dont cooperate and find trouble, but when you step onto the floating platform for performance, you would forget all these, and felt very proud to be able to take part in the nation's biggest event, and...it just feels great! That's also the first year NDP is shifted to the floating platform, so very have 纪念性.

I want to be there, on the stage again, every year!

* NDP, wait for me, I'll be back! *

Inspirational

2009-08-03T00:41:00.000+08:00

I saw these at Guangyang Pri last Fri and i love them!

~ so hope i can write something like these one day ~

2009-08-03T00:04:00.000+08:00

did quite some household chores today.

woke up ard 1 plus, den vaccuum the floor in my PYJAMAS! den washed the fans, with sis's help, still in my pyjamas...den ard 5, mum bought mos burger for us, so i took my lunch, STILL in my pyjamas...den FINALLY, bathed n changed hahaha...help my sis to iron the clothes, and "approved" her rest to accompany mum watch tv & eat longans hahaha...so finally we, sisters, completed ironing all the shirts that are in the "Iron" holding area...haha...bt when mum took in newly dried clothes, there goes in some more again...=( still have 2 piles of pants to go + a few more clothings...so tml morning, probably, i'll start again haha...

ah yea! tues morning i cn no nid go corporation anymore!!! but tues nite nid wrk at kumon, cz my colleague gana chicken pox! sadded...hope she get well soon! bt wrking at kumon is so much better than running ard to schs, which is a waste of travelling time & $$ == no earn! =(

nvm, i alrdy told my mum that acp is blacklisted by MOM, so wun be continuing after this contract. & the next co i m gng to wrk for, unless its a reputable co, otherwise i'll chk with MOM to c if its blacklisted before gng for it...

other than that...Ah! i start to dislike mondays! really sad to haf to go APS! bt they still gt many lessons ah....=,(

anyway, jus found out tt my dance partner gt ill by some snake thing...bt shes recovering...hope everything goes well...

happening --- day

2009-07-31T23:50:00.000+08:00

Went to Corporation Pri, the students greet Yuling "Miss Lim", greet me "MRS Tan" !!! OMG!!! early morning somemore! Sad can! Miss Lim still want to laugh at me!!!! Ahhh!!! SAD!!!! =,(

After that we went to JP for early lunch, den we go Bishan together! =D at least that 1hr got company, not so "lonely, i'm so lonely...i've nobody, all on mine own! du du du du..." haha...went to Guangyang Pri for replacement..

"Taught" 7 P2 stds touch type, and then let them play games..on the net! wad avatar la, y3.com la, y8.com la, habbo.com la...somemoore play until v happy wor, like at hm sia..haha anyway, they r cute la, i took a chair to pull dwn the projector screen, they say "WAH!!" like i hero sia haha...its weird that they can be so amazed by such stuff...kids...really..."teacher" here and "teacher" there...i cn imagine how it will be like to tch St Anthony Chinese, with a class of 30+ stds. if they behave like this ---- I'll faint!

After work, went to Orchard to meet mum and sis for dinner and shopping at ION. It's so damn big and haven finish walking round one level, my legs already gave way. But lucky there are seats everywhere! heehee...but very crowded also...

Oh yes, and something very funi is, on the escalator, my shoe is loose so i tried to use another leg to make the shoe go in, then the shoe dropped! and the guy in front turned around n kip staring at the shoe like it is from some UFO...we kept laughing n so paiseh-ly, picked up the shoe to wear again...haha..i said lucky i'm not some pretty girls, if not spoil image haha...

save my legs ah.....

2009-07-30T16:13:00.000+08:00

不知道为什么，受伤时就是特别爱动。

没事时，要我把脚抬起来都懒得动。

2009-07-30T01:44:00.000+08:00

Jus realised many bad sides abt the co i wrking for today...had discussion wif yuling on how we shld bring dwn the co...haha...

* (MSN: a platform for arguments, discussions & where we can scold vulgarity freely haha...) *

Though i seriously dislike being a representative of the co while at schs, but i will still maintain my own image & gain gd reputation for myself...for my own future, definitely not for them...

cz I'M NOT STUPID

2009-07-29T02:58:00.000+08:00

leg hurts again...walk too much...=\so tml nid go c dr again, n cnt go bad class!! sadded..

haiz, today v "funi" cn, the IT person come deliver the cameras only at 9.40am! Zzz...wads the use man?! class gng to end, shoot wad video ... anyway, he said "why u all always change trainer? it seems very disorganised." haha gd! though i agree with him, bt cnt show, so ms haslinah explained with all her experience with other companies she worked b4 blah blah blah...

anyway, she said nxt tue mayb gonna change another trainer again, so...=| i nid adjust myself to someone new again... pls get someone tt i cn tok to, cz she is too ... abit over experienced tt she cnt understand some of my grumbles...cz u noe, I tend to like to grumble abit here n there, but actually I 'll still do wad im suppose to lah, so just that the mouth like to nag nag abit...bt shes taking my words damn seriously can! she's explaining everything so seriously to me, almost fell aslp lah! she obviously cnt take jokes!

Ah ya! something abt her is shes really soooo straight! she nid go serangoon mrt in the fastest way. but from boon lay mrt to serangoon, whichever way, it will take at least 45mins, even if u r gng to take circle line from bishan. so she ask me, which way is faster, by Jurong east mrt or raffles place...i say its abt the same. u take via JE, less stop, but travel time between stops are long, so by the time u rch bishan, its 40-45mins. if u take to raffles place, it takes ard 30mins, then to bishan, another ard 15 mins...add up, isn't it the same?? but she din let me finish, she say "no! i better go ask the staff!" i tell her u cn the map in the train mah. she say no! i better go back to the cntrl stn to ask the staff... =.=???!! in the end, i left first loh,wait for her will cry ah...

anoterthing tt almost pissed me off is yvonne promise to send me the details for tml, but until night time, still nvr send me. i sms her, den she told me its postponed...c hw lucki m i to ask her b4 hand...bt its really f-ing them, to not inform us anything when there r last minute changes...i know we under their contract, they cn anyhow..

but one day, im gng to climb up their heads! n if i really do, thanks to them!

another day gone. -.-

2009-07-27T23:18:00.000+08:00

went to Anderson Pri AGAIN!

but lucky, Ain helped to keep control of the class this time, coz i dun wanna shout like last wk, make my throat suffer only... so we actually punished the class to stand outside the computer room for 5 mins. really, they r cute, but too hyperly noisy, that no one can hear each other talk..

n my leg very suan. stood for 2hrs, but only 1 hr for proper lesson...pathetic...i wonder how they going to finish their assignment by the end of 10 wk...

n yuling nt coming to corporation tml =,( (hw cn u leave me??!!!) sadly, im still waiting to c if there's any chance they deploy me to Clementi Pri heee...

various incidents

2009-07-25T00:32:00.000+08:00

ok, cool...quite a number of incidents happen these few days while the blogger is down...

1: mon 20/7 went to anderson pri to assist trainer for MS Excel.

that day! i very remember the stupid acp, sms me on sunday night: "tml anderson pri. 1.30pm to 3.30pm. com lab 3. norasma will tell u wad to do."

ok so monday, i went to com lab 3 at 1.30pm, but the trainer is not there! then i wait outside loh. then i saw a trainer come, BUT he wearing ASKNLEARN.com shirt !!! and he obviously is not someone call norasma! i tot shirt only, maybe last time he wrk in asknlearn, so tell him im his assistant today. until he ask me "where u from?" i say acp, den he say i tink u cum wrong lab eh...so i so paiseh-ly, go down to lab 2...

BUT the malay lady is Ain, not NORASMA! wth! she ask me better go another lab to chk, cz there is another acp lesson in another lab...BUT i saw 2 chinese ladies! n a guy, who happened to be the tcher i/c...i told him i looking for norasma, he say "she's suppose to be here today but nt here...nvm i bring u to another trainer" den i tot die...wad the heck is happening now la! i called gwen but she is not at her desk! so damn! then he bring me back to the malay girl's lab...zzz....

n the class is so damn bloody noisy that the trainer said "silence~~" 3 ,4 times but no one quiet, so cannot start lesson...den i cnt tahan, shouted "KEEP QUIET!" suddenly everybody diam...i m nt happy at all that i nid to shout, bt no choice, i try to help bt abit over (i tink)...=\ n when i went home, until the next day, my throat like swollen n feel so feverish...hmm..n sadly, i nid to go there every monday....

2: tue 21/7 to corporation pri with new trainer, Haslinah

ok today yuling nid go hong wen for class, so Haslinah came to replace her, n she damn power can! she din read the materials before hand, on the spot, GLANCE thru the powerpoint once, can start teaching, WITH the class under her CONTROL very very easily! WOAH!! =O= everything goes well la...just that i borrow her my thumbdrive to open the powerpoint for teaching, n only when i reach home, then realise i forgt to take my thumbdrive!!! after lunch went all the way back to take my thumbdrive, and mother dun let me take cab...=( she say if take cab, den u today no earn liao! which is true la...

3: wed 22/7 see eclipse!!

so today there is this solar eclipse (ri quan shi). its very rare, very rare...if u get to see once in ur life, u shld be counted as lucky?! i put question mark cz i saw in the papers, it is said that whenever there is solar eclipse, it signifies something bad going to happen..

i hope its a good start this time la...n then really..at night, during my badminton class, i SPRAINED my ankle!!!! so many years i play any sports, i c people sprain, nw its really me ! =,(

4: thur 23/7 see chinese physician

my ankle hurts! walking problem, so went to see the chinese doctor just opposite my blk. only 25 bucks. when he help me "loosen" the joints, its pain la, but feels shiok! haha...

ah ya, n today morning, receive a call from yvonne that i can teach hansvision next wednesday onwards (every wednesday) at st anthony pri. pri 2 students. she said will teach me how to use n claim its very easy. mm ok la, no matter how easy others said to me, i'll still take it seriously when i haf the chance to learn.

5: fri 24/7 "hansvision"

went to corporation as usual, just that both yuling n i took cab, which costs us our $12 salary! =( but no choice. for me i woke up late, for her she missed her bus. n somemore raining day + my cripple leg...though its very much better now, but walk fast is still a bit hard.

after class, we printed whatever docs we need --the papers n ink r nt ours, so nvm, just print hahaha...tts my logic. haha...then receive yvonne's sms to ask me go down to st anthony to tch me "hansvision"

i reach there 12.30pm, waited for her for 1/2hr, n wad she teach me is "HOW TO TYPE CHINESE CHARACTERS IN MICROSOFT WORDS" ! looks like im some computer idiot sia. knowing that st anthony will not use hansvision, but din let me know in advance. she cn just jolly well call me to ask if i know how to type chinese characters in words, if i know, i dun haf to waste this stupid trip right?! but i tot, nvm loh, at least face to face, she explain to me what i nid to do is still clearer, n i feel more confident...n also benefit cz, i know where's the com lab.

bt wad pissed me most is the indian IT staff there! he n another guy, ming jun (another trainer for hansvision class) n yvonne were talking about her leave. like why she dun wan go on leave that kind of thing. she say until now she still cannot find a trainer who's familiar with many software like her. which i find ok la, maybe cz she wrk here many yrs liao, so no one cn replace her job. she like tt say i still ok. then tt idiot indian guy! tell her say "u all shld nt hire someone who dun noe anything mah" , n yvonne say "aiya duno la, gwen hire one" wtf!! they're hinting that we r hired anyhow?! just because they nid "slaves" for their jobs??!

i believe its not only employee's performance is observed by the company, but also vice versa.

i seriously will reconsider my impression for this company from then on...

Everthing's Back!

2009-07-24T00:03:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Finally the blog box is back! Just about to release my OpenDiary link which I started two to three years ago...haha now i dun c the need lo...if not my past, will be released for nothing haha...

first job assignment

2009-07-17T13:38:00.000+08:00

Ok, today I am assistant trainer to Yuling for a video production wrkshop at Corporation Pri, from 9-10am. & I think quite ok la haha...though I really think its not worth the trip there just for a 1 hr lesson with just 8 P5 kids! especially for yuling, really super not worth...but..complain also no use, cause we signed a 6-mth contract liao...=\

the kids today learning speed is rather slow, but duno y, just think they are v cute..they just say or type wadever is in their mind, never care about whether the logic is correct...or whether what they type is making sense...one boy actually say "playing with an eraser" is an act of disrespecting others! =,=??!! haha ok but nvm, I guess that's the true innocence children have?? only with mistakes we learn, so just take it...haha..

mm ya n the teacher in-charge like run off faster than anyone do loh...then we cant get her to sign the timesheet ffor our pay!! worst thing is i duno if i will be gng there nxt wk again a not...if no, then my $6 gone! ;,(

we went to jp kfc for brkfast, n the platter meal actually cost $0.20 less than my salary for today! cool rite?! meaning, if every fri i m gng for a platter meal from kfc after class, this will mean...i actually din earn !! i still need to spend on transport fee, which i duno hw much....

but anyway, i haven receive my assignment form for today. i really duno when is the "later" and "shortly" meant by gwen in her email to me...on wed in her email, "i'll be sending u the form later"; then today after the class, "i'll be sending u the form shortly"....so, when is it? without the form, i cnt claim my pay leh! kidding me ah! the next time, i dun receive the form b4 any assignment, i'll reject! hmph! though i dun really work for pay, but does not mean i wrk for free k...this is not volunteery wrk neh...duh...

& & & & !! i jus went to jobscentral, n saw so many jobs similar to this, but so much better! i tink...from the description ... but all these only cum out these last few days....so i cnt apply any now...since this job is "anytime u r needed, u need to be there..." but, honestly, i promise to myself, that throughout this 6mths, nt caring whether im gng to contd after this contract ends, im gng to learn as much as possible, from the IT support in the schools, from the trainers, from th students, teachers, whoever & wadever...like this, then it is worth the time! ^o~

JIA YOU la!

leave me alone, pls!

2009-07-16T15:45:00.000+08:00

I just came back from a lunch and a trip to find Corporation Pri with my parents...& I rather regret that I told them tomorrow need to go there for my first assignment, & need reach there by 9...

I mean my father meant it well to help me find the place, at least I don't get lost tomorrow...he mistaken it to be at corporation road since its corporation pri....all right...its okay, but after finding the place, he kept on insisting that he will drive me to wrk tomorrow or else ask me to drive there, which I obviously DISLIKE it! When can I be independent this way??!! I think he's spoiling me & I really don't like it when he kept on insisting what he wants, & making me damn irritated, that I have to talk LOUDER to stop him, and ... it just make me regret I cant control my stupid mouth. Although now he knew my point, and stopped, but I knew tomorrow he'll start again. So i so hope i'll wake up damn early, n leave the house asap...

Then when I get home, I want to tidy my wallet, & I found another FENGSHUI thing inside, which is another thing that makes me damn pissed! Not that I dont believe in all these, but its TOO MUCH!!! OVER-EXAGGERATING!! If u dont believe, u can come my house & look around, EVERY CORNER, there'll be one...mother ask sis to put in my wallet....I really feel so damn irritating by all these...

I know they meant well, but sometimes, just leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR....

~ Celebration ~

2009-07-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we went to Vivo's Sushi Tei for dinner and celebration! The atmosphere really so different from West Coast Plaza la! If evening or daytime go, can see the sea view better...

We waited for ah pa for sooo long la, that before going Sushi Tei for dinner, we actually went to the "chuan chuan" and I ate 2 sets of 3 sticks de food! I just eat, eat and eat... forget take photo of the things we ate, so paiseh, very hard to describe...hee...

But anyway after dinner at Sushi Tei, very very full...that I went home to LS...phew...and until then, i still haven't reveal my secret that I got a job to my sisters..hee...only my father & mother know...but they promised me to keep it a secret hee..

ActuallyI wanted to try see if can keep secret for how long haha, but too bad, I keep secret, very xin ku! So in the end, I told the good news when we went drinking coffee and tea at Toast Box, our must-go place before home hee..never fail! haha

Ok anyway, today I received a call from HR, that this Friday I am to be assistant trainer to YK!! =( haha ok la jus kidding...She teach video production wor!! haha yea can learn free from her! YK JIA YOU AH!!! hee hee... =D

I Got It!

2009-07-13T21:06:00.000+08:00

Yuhoo!

So happy! one of mine fan nao actually called to an end today! less 1 strand of white hair! hee...

My dear mum so happy for me too hee!! Finally i got something she doesn't show a disgusted face haha...

Special thanks to:

* My dear mother! for reminding me to change the black plastic bag haha...i took a pink-white one today, so SUCCEED!!

* Yuling thanks to your recommendation yo! hee... meet up some day for lunch lo!

To those who don't know what I mean, don't worry haha you'll get it someday soon hahah....^,~

Reflection

2009-07-05T02:00:00.000+08:00

I m sick of trying, so

I gave it a serious thought...& decided to stick to this decision that i ve made

This time round, am nt fooling around

i din wan to do it anyhow with a mind of giving anything a try

cz I want it to be with me A LIFE-TIME

2009-07-03T21:36:00.000+08:00

Felt so tired after today's morning's "free interview technique" class by Ms Foo. Somemore with ah Pa's "kind words of reminder" at lunch...Felt so sarcastic & humiliated in a sooo indirect way. Felt so much like giving up.
Kept yawning while doing my work. In the end, slept for 4 hours, then wake up for dinner.

I think ... I lost motivation TOTALLY.

A Happening Day

2009-06-24T00:52:00.000+08:00

Today took a cab, want to go to River Valley Court. Uncle say "Oh! say River Valley Rd lah!" Ok...Then when we reached River Valley Rd, we saw many directions are known as River Valley Rd loh! Goodness! Then the uncle asked me which direction to go! Wah lao! If I know & if Im early, I wun take a cab loh! & somemore he drive damn slow eh! He can actualli force the car to kip going at 5th gear for a speed of 40km/hr loh! haha...But ok lah, i dun blame him cz he very old liao, & only drive taxi twice a wk...

Hmm...anyway luckily i drew a small part of the map ytd night, & finally after 5 - 10 mins of "lose way" , we finally found the place. The uncle is kind enough to let me pay only $10 instaed of $11.20...haha..c him old, dun wan bargain anymore la...

The place is like condo! cnt believe there's an office in it! I was abit late for the meeting...at the door, i saw a sticker meaning "Beware, got dogs!" Walked very carefully up the stairs, in fear that a dog may run down like mad to me...haha..The person in-charge looks nice, asked me to sit down & fill up a form -- only 1 page eh! I love it haha!! Then writing halfway, suddenly i feel sth on my lap, very soft ... ITS A DOG!!! Light brown, soft fury...somemore look innocently at me, & cofortably resting his head on my lap! i shock dao kip pushing my chair to the back, then look under the table, there's another black fur one!!!!! OMG!! The person help me ask them in a rm, & close the door. Phew! I can still feel the dog lying its head on my lap...-o-!!

After filling up the form, the person ask me ..I think less than 5 qns, then end liao! the whole process from filling up the form to finish asking qns, only 25 mins or so loh! $10 for 25 mins! Woah!

Walked back to Somerset MRT & went hm for lunch with parents at Redhill Market. While eating we saw one uncle singing the theme song from "Ai" to a little kid. Y pple so crazy about Taiwanese shows & songs nowadays?? I was thinking...Then I heard a song by Wang Shi Xian (also Taiwanese actor /Singer) ...the song very nice & motivating ahaha..ok then i realise i m crazy about them too...haha..stayed at hm watch Yi Nan Wang too much liao...Gt influenced!

Hmm..at night watch Guo Ji Jiao Yi Suo also very funny...Okay la..thats all for the day! Too happening liao..im signing off....^^ Nitez!

Ah Kor Wedding Ceremony !!

2009-06-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

YuHoo!! Today ALL of us woke up at 6am to go to ah kor's hse to attend his chinese wedding...Their wedding photos very drama loh hahaha....& we r saying he look so much like Terence Cao haha...Oh ya, forgt ask him for autograph haha...

We had so much fun teasing those who need to drink tea from the couple, especially those called "Ah Pek" & one "Ah Mm" when they r actuali 20+ nia haha...call until so shuang, almost forgt nid call them kor kor & ah (for me) so haha...

Although damn tired today, but seeing all my cousins makes me very happy. Duno like hw long since we last gather together for a happy cause.. my younger cousins are growing up great & very cute & sensible, while those elder ones have their lovers but still act like kiddies with us (the small ones) hahaha...ok anyway everybody still gt on very well & had lots of laughter today!

Keep it going!! WoHoo!! ^p^

(Looking forward to the X'mas gathering...........) 0.0

Dear "papers"

2009-06-17T18:44:00.000+08:00

When can I be done with you ????

I tink m stucked partly becoz of u....

~ weather is HOT & im getting ImPatiEnt ~